I dont give a skit...:)

well to tell you the truth I dont give a skit what you think about me or what you want from me...the only think what I do care about what God think about me and what He want from me and how important I am in His eyes...but its not always easy...and brother you are not obligated to read the blog...but I suggest you that you should go to make your Dts or if you already in it than open your heart and receive something...may God bless you and give you a new heart...
and thanks to all of you who write in the blog you make me understund many things...may God bless you all

pissed off...

well I dont know who is the m..... f..... who is saying that Im taking drogs...probably someone who is so afraid that his image it will be distroyed...I will not quit from God because He is the only one I have...I just dont want friends who are distroying my life...may God bless you all with all that you bless others...than maeby it will open your eyes...
and just to let you know those who want me to go home I dont have a home...I did not get lucky in this life to have a family a house a car like many of you ok? and in Finland i could have all of this but I give up on them for God...to be here in Mexico and serve Him...if sometime I go down its because of the friends I have...thats why I dont want to have friends who distroying my life...
and no Im not taking drogs...If i drink a beer its my problem and I no think that I have to give explication to anybody...

easy to judge...

I suggest that all of you look in to your self first and than later start to judge somebody else...and if you are christian people like you say than do not judge...and dont say that you love me because you dont even know what is love...you dont even understund it...otherwise I would not have to write this...but whatever...you can go back into your box and dont come out just for judge people...come out to help them...I decided that I will quit from this christianity staff its not like the bible say...its not like in the Dts told us...its a lie everything exept the bible...but everybody so proud about how mutch and how good he knows from the bible but nobody put in practice...

nice friends huh?

well i did not ask money for me...and you dont have to give if you dont want...and I dont want to raise founds...I dont need money what is not from God...and dont say to me to go home...my home is everywhere...and I put any kind of picture anywhere I want...maybe im lost but you are more lost brothers and sisters...whoever write on the blog and dont write his name...are you afraid of something?you should not be afraid if you think that you are doing the right think...but may God bless you all and next time when you write on the blog write your name also if not just dont do it...

a true story

well I will write about a guy whos name is Chimino...he is a kind of lider of the gang...he has been making many mistakes in the past he was in the prison and later they let him out like condicional freedom...when I got to know him he was taking drogs and also his little brother...but than he stopped and also his brother...I never say to him to stop or to judge him because of it but he stop...and I see a big change in him...but 3 months a go he got in the problems again...it was a fight and he was just trying to separate them and it became a bigger fight so they take him to police again and 1 week a go the give him 5 years...well I think that this is not right...he is the one who work for the family and bring food to them...and his brother start to take drogs again...I talked with him and he is very dissapointed of his life that he will lose 5 years of it...the price to take him out from there is 20000 pesos...its a lot of money for us but not for God...so pray and please listen to God and lets show to him and all the people that how mutch God loves them...you can send in my account 313130-3332590 Handelsbanken until 28 april 2009 because after that it will expire my visa electron...may God blees you all

with no job again...

well I dont have a job again...were I worked it was no legal...it was a fraude...however they say it...so now I have to search for an other one...please pray that I will find a right one in rigth time

stil alive...

well I got a job...I had to take a capacity course to got the job and I pass it and I got a special dimploma too...amd it was in spanish...so now im working but it will take a time until I will got money because i have to recruit people to got money...im working human recurses...my spiritualy life its very good...in the last week God talk to me and He want me to plant a church...a free church with no tradicions...I tryed to ignore and say that I cant do this...but I dont have peace...I feel useless if I dont do this...please pray that God will be with me and will provide everything I need to do what He want me to do ...God bless you all

big change...

well...i had to go trough a very difficult time to just dont care about what people say or do...acctualy I care but its not affect me that mutch like before...after Dts it was very hard to do this because we learn there how is right to do things and who is a real christian...now i have to work on:many people contact each other JUST when they need something...they keep in touch JUST when they need something...Im like that also...and I want to ask for forgiveness for all who felt like that with me...because I know that it was like that the most off time...so I have to work on it... and i know that God will help me with it...please pray for me that i will not lose my faith...and that God will provide everything I need to survive and to serve Him...may God bless you all

working...

well I got a job...I dont got so mutch money but ita better than nothing...we make games...for children and for old people...than yesturday I ha an ideea...to make games related to the bible...but I did not know how to say to my boss about...I dont know him very well...and he dont belive in nothing...but I say to him about my ideea...what could I lose? well he say that he will not do that,he is not against any religion or for it, but...If I want to do it I can do it...so Iwas very happy about it...so I have a lot of work...please pray that God will give me enything I need to make this game...it will be a card game...thanks and may God bless you all

back in mexico with God!!!

well I got back here but more different than I go...I come back with God in my heart...in 3 days I understund what it was wrong with me in the last 3-4 months...so I have to start it from zero again...rent a room for me and a room for the club fenix...and continuue Gods work with new powers...not mine but Gods powers...so please pray that everything it will be like He promised...God bless you all

open up...

well the time im here in Guatemala Ywam base I just find out how closed I am...and how far from God...so the time i will spend here at the base it will help me to refresh my mind my spirit and my relationship with God...and to have peace joy and the love of God again more than before...so please pray that all this will be done before I will go where He sending me to serve Him...because without all this all I do it worth nothing...thanx and God bless you all...

again in Guatemala...

its nice to be here again...nice memories...so I will be here a while...I wait for an answer from Casa Shalom...is an orphanage where I will be working If its Gods will...

happy new year...

well I wish a happy new year for all of you...God in this early beggeining of the year have great plans for me...unexpected...well I will go to Guatemala to work in a an orphanage...I will stay at the Ywam base couple of days to raise my faith and make the best connection with God...I dont know if I will have internet there because its a village...but please pray for me for my healt,streinght,passion for christ and what you want more:) for serve God how He want me to serve Him not me or anybody...may God bless you all...

marry christmas

well...for me tradicionaly its not a merry chistamas.........im without everything and anything and anyone...but who care about?donno...I wish you all a merry christmass a better one...

misssing youuuuuuuuuuu.....

well im better a little fizicaly...but...i miss everything and everybody over there...but there is a good news...the youth club what I opened its closed...2 weeks a go... why? thats a good question...they get borred...or they ask them selves why just we have to do all this??????well its closed... not this is the good news...the good news is that I talk with the owner where I was renting before and renovating...and yes...she will rent again!!! the think is that I dont know if Im ready for it...not finnancialy or spiritulaly...whatever...I miss you all...

better..

well the things are going better...my healt is going better at least...i still have a internal brain bleeding...but its going better...it could be very bad...like paralizaze parts of my body...in this case 70% of the people die between 1-30 days...in hospital...I belive that with this accident God wanted to say to me something...and yes He say many things with it...now I understund again how precious its my life...and how many things I can do in it...with God...He come back in my life again...I had been in a very bad,dark,hopeless situation...but God did not live me there alone...so its so great to be again in God`s army...not christian...because its just a tradition...but to be with God always...thanks for those who prayed and help me to get better...just continuu like that and may God bless you ps. I miss you all

welllllllllll.....

I was wondering...its very easy to write bible verses like unswer for the question of life and everything...its very nice and encouraging also some off them but when the bible was writed it was a very different world...and now its a very different world...I know that everything what the bible say is truth...but its easy to say and hard to do it...for my self also and for all human beings...but its possible...everybody say that God will provide and He will do this and that...but like I say we are in a very different world than before it was...God is working with people who created...He is not talking personally anymore...He dont show to people anymore...He is working through people...He is doing everything through people...so if we dont listen to Him and obey what He want us to do than its a little bit not easy for Him to provide...and to do everything what He promised...the bible its not just a book...if you just read it and put in practice exactly how its writen you can be very wrong!without knowing it...but if you analize a little and try to understund than you will see that is not exactly mean the same think that is written...God will give you the wisdom to understund it...if you want...well I dont know how mutch i will still survive here...my left side is going worst and worst...but its ok...may God bless you all...

4 days in teh hell...

well thetsnice what you write here in the blog...also incouraging...I just came out from the hospital with hemoragie interna celebral...I had an accident with a moto...I almost die...but I have a lot of angels like everbody say...and its so crazy I justgot a work and I cant work again a while...my left side its almost blocked but you can pray for me...

about life

yap im very fuckt up...i tryed to do something with my life...after i came to mexico i have a really hard life...but who care about it???maeby God...I tryed to make something to make my mind fresh about why Im here...and I talk with the leader of Dts Pachuca...to go there and try to make again my relationship with God back...and he say ok there is a conference 1 week with other Dts but I have to pay 800 pesos...so I did not go because I did not have money...but in this world its everything its about money...even if its about your soul you have to pay...to save people you have to pay...they have to pay...why??????????????I dont know if I really want to live in this world anymore...im lost...very lost...very closed...so I cant help nobody in this situation...not even my self...may God bless you all and hope that you will find an answer for all this...

hard times...

well I did not write long time a go...hard times...why...I dont understund eather...my life lately its going very strange...well I had to give up everything, my nice flat,my friends and the most important the person who I loved...for what? or for who? I just follow what I felt that God want me to do...and yes I have peace...with this...well I come in Mexico and I was welcomed with almost a hour waiting out og the gate and later find out that I dont have even a place to sleep...no money for rent a room or to eat and alone in a big big country...but I trusted in God and I say that God if He want me here He will provide...and yes He provided not on the moment but He provided...Im still live...but I dont have work,and soon I have to move out from the house where I live because they will sell it...andf yes Im still following God...at least I do my best...what I want to ask you is that please pray and listen to God and if you are really my friends you will help me to rise a little economical not just spiritual...my accunt is 313130-3332590 Attila Szasz Handelsbanken...may God bless you and he will give you back 10 times more

new quests

well I was 2 days a go to ICC to worship a little...and I believe that God has been send to me a family...well they say to me that they are looking for rent...that this Sunday they will have to leave the apartment where they live before...is a couple with a baby 8 months old...so I call to some "Christian" people who rent their place but I did not have success with them...the problem is that they did not have just half of the rent for now and the rest they could pay after a week...so people even if they are "Christian"get stack when is about the money...how they can live a family with a little child on the street???how we want to save the world if we can not save a family of 3 persons...whatever...im very confused about many things and its only God who give me streinght to go for it...what He want not what people want...so tonight I have been praying for this family and so it came in my mind that I should talk with Patrick...so I talk with him and so we agree that they can stay in the quest room until we find a flat for them...hopefully soon...so please pray for them that God will provide for them a flat...

split thinking....

well thats what I see...split thinking...some people they are too spiritual and they just pray for something or somebody but they dont do nothing about it....some people they are too material,they do but they dont pray...they dont do with God...in this situation we will not see a good fruit of our work for God...I just want to encourage you my friends that try to make good balance of this 2 things ...if you want more explication about this let me know...try to see God in everybody and everything...because He is really there...may God bless you and will open our eyes....

more love.....

well in the last time almost nothing happened in my lately life...looks like God give me a time for just relax and rest a little...but im very frustrated about tradition...about how things are going...about Christianity...but not about God!!!He is who give me the streinght to go forward with Him...right now one of my best friend staying in helsinki with me here...well he lost his faith...and he is deppressed...he is not good...but I talk with him,we keep in touch and the last 2 days he start to feel better and now he came and will be here a while...please pray for him that he will get back his faith and he will be again the same Alecsi who I knew in Dts...and for me that God will give me wisdom more love,strainght,peace and everything I need to help him and that he will also provide everything what we need...may God bless you

you are special!!!

well Kimmo is in Mexico...so he was at the club and than they watch the video You are special...when they see him from far away they think that is me and start to scream Attila,but when they get closer they say:well he is not Attila,where is Attila? funny,in every white man what they see ,they will see me? whatever...its going good there because is it Gods work...and He is who working ...we are just tools...and His lovely children...
we were yesterday to out rich...so match fun...we worship in the buss with a guitar...I was wondering maeby someone will say that better we don't make so much noise...Finnish people they are more quiet...but than I think that if someone will say something I will say to him or her that we are worshiping God...so that is not forbidden...at least not here...so we worship and one man came to us and he was so happy he sing with us...he sing one of his song...it was nice...than we go to the railwaystation and we just sit down and start to worship...it was nice we talk with some people...but I could see on the face off the people even for a moment they were smiling...so we will continuu to go and rich out for people who are lost...

vacation

well the kids from Mexico they got vacation...so now also at the club they will make less english classes...they will know more about God...and play...the girls tell them stories from the bible...and its so nice...we use to dont have classes when is raining...but now even If is raining the kids come by them selves to the gate of the house...please pray for the girls that God will give them more strainght,love,peace,joy and everything they need to continuu Gods work...they are working every day from monday to friday...they get home around 6:45 and then from 7:00 they start the classes...so its not easy...they really need prayer and God to do this...here is couple of pictures

an other new beggining

this is the place where I work....

well im back in Finland so its a new beginning for me also...I cant go back to work because of my foot...so God provided some money for some tools and so I can work at home...I got a place in the garage where I can work so I can make wonderful thinks for God...otherwise I will serve Him fully...in what He want me to do...not just Sunday...every day...every hour...every minute...every second...well here is some of my first work...if you want some of let me know...it can be personalized how you wish...my phone number is 0443738400 or email me majomkacska@gmail.com
At Mexico everything is going well...some non christian people want to help with the work there...God is good and my faith its just growing when I see God everywhere in everything...

the new beggining...

the kids playing...
the kids make this for me before to live...
this is the new classrom...

well it was not easy to the girls to gather again the children together...well I think that the owner of the house say that we dont want to continuu anymore...and because of this we left from there what is not true...she did not want to say the truth...she dont want that everybody will be angry with her...but now is ok...the girls had to go almost everybody´s house and talk with they parents and to show them where is the new place...so now is everything ok...its just 15 children but many of them still dont know where is the new place...its nice to see how everything is turning out in God´s glory

flight canceled

well they cancel my flight and many other people flight who suppose to fly with me...I have no idea why but I had the feeling that is it Gods will...and I found out later that it was Gods will...well I was yesterday and I was a little surprised and the proprietary of the house also...she was thinking that I already go to Finland...so she take out everything from the place we rent...because they want to make fiesta...the speakers were outside and stupid music on them...well I ask her why she take out everything and why she don't ask me about it...so she say that she just want to protect the thinks and that she will arrange everything back...I say OK and I go home and I talk with the girls and we decide that we will close there and If she need something then she have to ask them...so we go back and I say that I will close it there and during her fiesta If something missing they will pay it...well she got very angry and she say:I'm going to my mom and you have one month and out!!!so we talk with her mother also and we don't get on any conclusion...so we had to move everything from there to the house of the girls...I was very angry because we work there very match...the boys also...but I had peace because I felt that is Gods will...just find out yesterday that the proprietary of the house believe in santa muerte...somebody say to me before also but I did not believe it...but yes God is powerful...and I also believe that its not a safety place for the girls to go there by them self...not for the kids...so I belive that its Gods will...so the classes it will be in the girls home...more safety and there it will be more kids also...because its safe...God is good...

adio fiesta

well this 2 girls will continue the work there...please pray for the that God will give them love,patience,wisdom,joy and everything they need to continue...

well we had a adio fiesta last nigt...

miracol

well everything is going well...I just talk with a boy...hes name is Cimino...he is a kind of leader...at least everybody listen to him...he was in the prison before and now he is free but conditioned...well we talk and he say that he have to confess something...and he say everything from the beginning...he say that in the beginning when I go in that area and they see me I was like a walking dollar for them...because they see me white...so at the first time they really wanted to still thinks from me but they could not...and he say that he dont know why...so second time when I go there we talk they ask who I am from where and why im in mexico...so I share my testimony with them...and I say what are my plans...Gods plans...in the beggeinning he was thinking that thats a stupid think...but than he say to me that he has dreams and something,somebody say to him that he have to help me...even if it was against his will...so he find a place for rent...he help with painting and all the work what we do there...and with him came the banda also...what I belive that God has been talk to him...and can not belive that how mutch he changed...he quit from drogs...his brother also...and he say that he never think that somebody will come and change something there...he had no hope for this...and really is changes there...I dont know how it was before but what I heard it was always fighting very mutch violence...now is not so mutch...why? I did not do nothing...I did not change nothing...it was God who did all the work...and who will do in continuu also...just my presence there amoung them is change thinks...but God was in me...(and is still in me)and I was like an exemle for them and Im still an exemple...yep...and Cimino say that they will miss me very mutch and they wait for me back...I say to him that if its Gods will...so thats what I needed to see also the fruit,not just put the seed and thats all...and thats what I need in the future also...and I will do everything for Jesus...I dont care what people say...I care what God say and what He want from me...because Im crazy for Jesus...