big change...

well...i had to go trough a very difficult time to just dont care about what people say or do...acctualy I care but its not affect me that mutch like before...after Dts it was very hard to do this because we learn there how is right to do things and who is a real christian...now i have to work on:many people contact each other JUST when they need something...they keep in touch JUST when they need something...Im like that also...and I want to ask for forgiveness for all who felt like that with me...because I know that it was like that the most off time...so I have to work on it... and i know that God will help me with it...please pray for me that i will not lose my faith...and that God will provide everything I need to survive and to serve Him...may God bless you all