Saturday, November 15, 2008
about life
yap im very fuckt up...i tryed to do something with my life...after i came to mexico i have a really hard life...but who care about it???maeby God...I tryed to make something to make my mind fresh about why Im here...and I talk with the leader of Dts Pachuca...to go there and try to make again my relationship with God back...and he say ok there is a conference 1 week with other Dts but I have to pay 800 pesos...so I did not go because I did not have money...but in this world its everything its about money...even if its about your soul you have to pay...to save people you have to pay...they have to pay...why??????????????I dont know if I really want to live in this world anymore...im lost...very lost...very closed...so I cant help nobody in this situation...not even my self...may God bless you all and hope that you will find an answer for all this...
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God´s peace Aty. Yes God really cares about you and loves you. He says in the Word (Psalm 139):
O LORD, You have searched me and known me. You know my sitting down and my rising up; You understand my thought afar off. You comprehend my path and my lying down, And are acquainted with all my ways. For there is not a word on my tongue, But behold, O LORD, You know it altogether. You have hedged me behind and before, And laid Your hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; It is high, I cannot attain it. Where can I go from Your Spirit? Or where can I flee from Your presence? If I ascend into heaven, You are there; If I make my bed in hell, behold, You are there. If I take the wings of the morning, And dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, Even there Your hand shall lead me, And Your right hand shall hold me. If I say, “Surely the darkness shall fall on me,”
Even the night shall be light about me; Indeed, the darkness shall not hide from You, But the night shines as the day; The darkness and the light are both alike to You.
This is how God cares about you. And Attila also we here in Finland cares about you. We think about you every day and night. You are always in our prayers.
If you please would answere my email, then I also could pay you some money to help you getting closer to God. First of all you need to buy a bible, so you can read more about God´s love to you.
May God bless you now and eternally. We love you!!!
-Matti-
Hey Aty..
It's sad to read your text here, cause I can see you've lost your hope in God.. He knows your path, and wants to lead you if you let Him.
And honestly, you don't need money to find God. It might be easier to go to a seminar and hope things would get better through that, but what you basically need is a heart that cries to GOD and not anyone else.. Not to someone who can give you money.. Because God doesn't need anyone's money, 'cause He has everything..He will meet you right there where you are at!! He hasn't forgotten you!!!
And what I've understood during these years in serving God, is that many times God lets His people have lots of blessings in the beginning of their walk with God (as you did have in the beginning), but then He wants us to learn to be wise with our blessings.. How to use money wisely etc.. He wants us to be good stewards in everything, starting with financial and then He will entrust us more also spiritually, when He sees we're good stewards..
And that's very similar with natural parents. When a child is baby, they get everything they need and they don't have to do anything. Wheter they cry or poop, his parents won't leave him alone and not feed him.. But as the child grows, there will be more responsibility with different things, because he is maturing, and it's not okay anymore just to poop everywhere!! His parents need to teach him to use the toilet etc...
I hope you get the point what I'm trying to say....
We pray for you and ask God to meet you right now and show you His heart!
Laura
Attila, as Laura writes, you don´t need money to get closer to God. He stands here, waiting for you to talk to Him as to a Father; telling your worries and how much you need Him and want Him to guide your life. Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today and forever (Heb 13:8).
Hey Aty,
Its good to hear from you, even though you are having such a hard time. Keep going, don't give up. I'm proud of you and all the things you have been doing until now. Its amazing to see what has been done. Where God is taking you and just keep trusting him, listening to Him, seeking wisdom. Praying for you in Romania.
Leah
Why am I here? First reading your blog and now writing, that's no coinsidence I'm sure of that! What I'm say? Well the story of Elijah came up to me...
1 Kings 19:4-8
...and he requested for himself that he might die; and said, It is enough; now, O LORD, take away my life; for I am not better than my fathers.
5 And as he lay and slept under a juniper tree, behold, then an angel touched him, and said unto him, Arise and eat.
6 And he looked, and, behold, there was a cake baken on the coals, and a cruse of water at his head. And he did eat and drink, and laid him down again.
7 And the angel of the LORD came again the second time, and touched him, and said, Arise and eat; because the journey is too great for thee.
8 And he arose, and did eat and drink, and went in the strength of that meat forty days and forty nights unto Horeb the mount of God.
And in this story there was no money and it's true story! What Elijah did here? He rested and God provided Him! Because how we can help others if our own life is messed up!!!
Daniel unemployed ex-DTS-student
P.S. In this story there's more to come, but first RELAX and give God free hands to help you!!!And whom those hands are???Hint, not yours!
Psalm 118 (read the whole chapter)
5 In my anguish I cried to the LORD, and he answered by setting me free.
13 I was pushed back and about to fall, but the LORD helped me.
17 I will not die but live, and will proclaim what the LORD has done.
26 Blessed is he who comes in the name of the LORD. From the house of the LORD we bless you.
as Daniel writes, there are always angels of the Lord taking care of you... i mean... do you have where to live? what to eat? what to wear? how to move? some one who talk with?... and who is providing all of this?
Galatians 5 16-22,
13 You, my brothers, were called to be free. But do not use your freedom to indulge the sinful nature[a]; rather, serve one another in love.
Psalm 119 1-16
1 [a] Blessed are they whose ways are blameless, who walk according to the law of the LORD.
2 Blessed are they who keep his statutes and seek him with all their heart.
1 John 2 1-16
14 ... I write to you, young men,
because you are strong, and the word of God lives in you, and you have overcome the evil one.
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