forgiveness...

I decidet that I will write her not just the nice thinks...to write all what is happening with me...the forgiveness is our choice...i know there are many people out there from who I ask forgiveness and they cant...why?well is not easy...but is possible...I forgive my step father who destroy my young life... there are many of you who say they loves me and that they are my friends...well I dont see no one of them to ask me if I have something to eat at last...than I dont see how they could be my friends or love me...whatever...Im on my way to close in to my box...its not my fault...maeby some of it...but yes I can live with God peacefully...its more easyer...than to fight...