back again

sorry but I had some problems with the blog...but im back again...well...it take a while to realize certain thinks...I dont grove up in a christian family...so before to make the Dts I had no ideea about what or how is a christian life...but in Dts I learned certain thinks that I dont see not even 20% of it out here in the world...so its normal that I got dissapointed with many things and many people and tryed to say that you should do this or that...I was focusing what people doing and what they are not doing and getting angry because of it...but you know? its not that I dont care but everybody have his /her own will...can do with the life what he or she want...from now on I will focuse on what Im doing what it will not be easy while Im living with people...some of you ask me why God dont provide? well...I have the answer...they are so many things that can attract your attencion from God...and the devil is clever...so lately I had not so good relacionship with God and I tryed to do everything by my self...I tryed to be somebody in peoples eyes...and I was so concentrating on this that I almost forgot that there is a God who loves me...I did not go to church more than 5 months...I was close in my box...but God it was with me always...he was there protecting me and loving me...and He is with me now...and it will be always...so Im going to the church today...
ps.I want to ask for forgivenes again from those who get hurt by waht I sad or write or did
God bless you all

forgiveness...

I decidet that I will write her not just the nice thinks...to write all what is happening with me...the forgiveness is our choice...i know there are many people out there from who I ask forgiveness and they cant...why?well is not easy...but is possible...I forgive my step father who destroy my young life... there are many of you who say they loves me and that they are my friends...well I dont see no one of them to ask me if I have something to eat at last...than I dont see how they could be my friends or love me...whatever...Im on my way to close in to my box...its not my fault...maeby some of it...but yes I can live with God peacefully...its more easyer...than to fight...

prayer request

well im still a live...just joking...no work yet but God always provide...anew work...a correct one...like 2 weeks ago I get in contact with somebody from USA who is actually is a director of a foundation from romania named project romanian rescue...I have been living there when I had 15...so he want to make business because the donations are down...so he will sell audio cds with spanish-english language curs...so soon I will have a nice job...please pray that I will God will provide everything I need to resist until I get this job and that He will use me in His way to do the job...God bless you all ps.If anybody need prayer for something just email me or let me know...