marry christmas

well...for me tradicionaly its not a merry chistamas.........im without everything and anything and anyone...but who care about?donno...I wish you all a merry christmass a better one...

misssing youuuuuuuuuuu.....

well im better a little fizicaly...but...i miss everything and everybody over there...but there is a good news...the youth club what I opened its closed...2 weeks a go... why? thats a good question...they get borred...or they ask them selves why just we have to do all this??????well its closed... not this is the good news...the good news is that I talk with the owner where I was renting before and renovating...and yes...she will rent again!!! the think is that I dont know if Im ready for it...not finnancialy or spiritulaly...whatever...I miss you all...

better..

well the things are going better...my healt is going better at least...i still have a internal brain bleeding...but its going better...it could be very bad...like paralizaze parts of my body...in this case 70% of the people die between 1-30 days...in hospital...I belive that with this accident God wanted to say to me something...and yes He say many things with it...now I understund again how precious its my life...and how many things I can do in it...with God...He come back in my life again...I had been in a very bad,dark,hopeless situation...but God did not live me there alone...so its so great to be again in God`s army...not christian...because its just a tradition...but to be with God always...thanks for those who prayed and help me to get better...just continuu like that and may God bless you ps. I miss you all

welllllllllll.....

I was wondering...its very easy to write bible verses like unswer for the question of life and everything...its very nice and encouraging also some off them but when the bible was writed it was a very different world...and now its a very different world...I know that everything what the bible say is truth...but its easy to say and hard to do it...for my self also and for all human beings...but its possible...everybody say that God will provide and He will do this and that...but like I say we are in a very different world than before it was...God is working with people who created...He is not talking personally anymore...He dont show to people anymore...He is working through people...He is doing everything through people...so if we dont listen to Him and obey what He want us to do than its a little bit not easy for Him to provide...and to do everything what He promised...the bible its not just a book...if you just read it and put in practice exactly how its writen you can be very wrong!without knowing it...but if you analize a little and try to understund than you will see that is not exactly mean the same think that is written...God will give you the wisdom to understund it...if you want...well I dont know how mutch i will still survive here...my left side is going worst and worst...but its ok...may God bless you all...

4 days in teh hell...

well thetsnice what you write here in the blog...also incouraging...I just came out from the hospital with hemoragie interna celebral...I had an accident with a moto...I almost die...but I have a lot of angels like everbody say...and its so crazy I justgot a work and I cant work again a while...my left side its almost blocked but you can pray for me...

about life

yap im very fuckt up...i tryed to do something with my life...after i came to mexico i have a really hard life...but who care about it???maeby God...I tryed to make something to make my mind fresh about why Im here...and I talk with the leader of Dts Pachuca...to go there and try to make again my relationship with God back...and he say ok there is a conference 1 week with other Dts but I have to pay 800 pesos...so I did not go because I did not have money...but in this world its everything its about money...even if its about your soul you have to pay...to save people you have to pay...they have to pay...why??????????????I dont know if I really want to live in this world anymore...im lost...very lost...very closed...so I cant help nobody in this situation...not even my self...may God bless you all and hope that you will find an answer for all this...

hard times...

well I did not write long time a go...hard times...why...I dont understund eather...my life lately its going very strange...well I had to give up everything, my nice flat,my friends and the most important the person who I loved...for what? or for who? I just follow what I felt that God want me to do...and yes I have peace...with this...well I come in Mexico and I was welcomed with almost a hour waiting out og the gate and later find out that I dont have even a place to sleep...no money for rent a room or to eat and alone in a big big country...but I trusted in God and I say that God if He want me here He will provide...and yes He provided not on the moment but He provided...Im still live...but I dont have work,and soon I have to move out from the house where I live because they will sell it...andf yes Im still following God...at least I do my best...what I want to ask you is that please pray and listen to God and if you are really my friends you will help me to rise a little economical not just spiritual...my accunt is 313130-3332590 Attila Szasz Handelsbanken...may God bless you and he will give you back 10 times more

new quests

well I was 2 days a go to ICC to worship a little...and I believe that God has been send to me a family...well they say to me that they are looking for rent...that this Sunday they will have to leave the apartment where they live before...is a couple with a baby 8 months old...so I call to some "Christian" people who rent their place but I did not have success with them...the problem is that they did not have just half of the rent for now and the rest they could pay after a week...so people even if they are "Christian"get stack when is about the money...how they can live a family with a little child on the street???how we want to save the world if we can not save a family of 3 persons...whatever...im very confused about many things and its only God who give me streinght to go for it...what He want not what people want...so tonight I have been praying for this family and so it came in my mind that I should talk with Patrick...so I talk with him and so we agree that they can stay in the quest room until we find a flat for them...hopefully soon...so please pray for them that God will provide for them a flat...

split thinking....

well thats what I see...split thinking...some people they are too spiritual and they just pray for something or somebody but they dont do nothing about it....some people they are too material,they do but they dont pray...they dont do with God...in this situation we will not see a good fruit of our work for God...I just want to encourage you my friends that try to make good balance of this 2 things ...if you want more explication about this let me know...try to see God in everybody and everything...because He is really there...may God bless you and will open our eyes....

more love.....

well in the last time almost nothing happened in my lately life...looks like God give me a time for just relax and rest a little...but im very frustrated about tradition...about how things are going...about Christianity...but not about God!!!He is who give me the streinght to go forward with Him...right now one of my best friend staying in helsinki with me here...well he lost his faith...and he is deppressed...he is not good...but I talk with him,we keep in touch and the last 2 days he start to feel better and now he came and will be here a while...please pray for him that he will get back his faith and he will be again the same Alecsi who I knew in Dts...and for me that God will give me wisdom more love,strainght,peace and everything I need to help him and that he will also provide everything what we need...may God bless you

you are special!!!

well Kimmo is in Mexico...so he was at the club and than they watch the video You are special...when they see him from far away they think that is me and start to scream Attila,but when they get closer they say:well he is not Attila,where is Attila? funny,in every white man what they see ,they will see me? whatever...its going good there because is it Gods work...and He is who working ...we are just tools...and His lovely children...
we were yesterday to out rich...so match fun...we worship in the buss with a guitar...I was wondering maeby someone will say that better we don't make so much noise...Finnish people they are more quiet...but than I think that if someone will say something I will say to him or her that we are worshiping God...so that is not forbidden...at least not here...so we worship and one man came to us and he was so happy he sing with us...he sing one of his song...it was nice...than we go to the railwaystation and we just sit down and start to worship...it was nice we talk with some people...but I could see on the face off the people even for a moment they were smiling...so we will continuu to go and rich out for people who are lost...

vacation

well the kids from Mexico they got vacation...so now also at the club they will make less english classes...they will know more about God...and play...the girls tell them stories from the bible...and its so nice...we use to dont have classes when is raining...but now even If is raining the kids come by them selves to the gate of the house...please pray for the girls that God will give them more strainght,love,peace,joy and everything they need to continuu Gods work...they are working every day from monday to friday...they get home around 6:45 and then from 7:00 they start the classes...so its not easy...they really need prayer and God to do this...here is couple of pictures

an other new beggining

this is the place where I work....

well im back in Finland so its a new beginning for me also...I cant go back to work because of my foot...so God provided some money for some tools and so I can work at home...I got a place in the garage where I can work so I can make wonderful thinks for God...otherwise I will serve Him fully...in what He want me to do...not just Sunday...every day...every hour...every minute...every second...well here is some of my first work...if you want some of let me know...it can be personalized how you wish...my phone number is 0443738400 or email me majomkacska@gmail.com
At Mexico everything is going well...some non christian people want to help with the work there...God is good and my faith its just growing when I see God everywhere in everything...

the new beggining...

the kids playing...
the kids make this for me before to live...
this is the new classrom...

well it was not easy to the girls to gather again the children together...well I think that the owner of the house say that we dont want to continuu anymore...and because of this we left from there what is not true...she did not want to say the truth...she dont want that everybody will be angry with her...but now is ok...the girls had to go almost everybody´s house and talk with they parents and to show them where is the new place...so now is everything ok...its just 15 children but many of them still dont know where is the new place...its nice to see how everything is turning out in God´s glory

flight canceled

well they cancel my flight and many other people flight who suppose to fly with me...I have no idea why but I had the feeling that is it Gods will...and I found out later that it was Gods will...well I was yesterday and I was a little surprised and the proprietary of the house also...she was thinking that I already go to Finland...so she take out everything from the place we rent...because they want to make fiesta...the speakers were outside and stupid music on them...well I ask her why she take out everything and why she don't ask me about it...so she say that she just want to protect the thinks and that she will arrange everything back...I say OK and I go home and I talk with the girls and we decide that we will close there and If she need something then she have to ask them...so we go back and I say that I will close it there and during her fiesta If something missing they will pay it...well she got very angry and she say:I'm going to my mom and you have one month and out!!!so we talk with her mother also and we don't get on any conclusion...so we had to move everything from there to the house of the girls...I was very angry because we work there very match...the boys also...but I had peace because I felt that is Gods will...just find out yesterday that the proprietary of the house believe in santa muerte...somebody say to me before also but I did not believe it...but yes God is powerful...and I also believe that its not a safety place for the girls to go there by them self...not for the kids...so I belive that its Gods will...so the classes it will be in the girls home...more safety and there it will be more kids also...because its safe...God is good...

adio fiesta

well this 2 girls will continue the work there...please pray for the that God will give them love,patience,wisdom,joy and everything they need to continue...

well we had a adio fiesta last nigt...

miracol

well everything is going well...I just talk with a boy...hes name is Cimino...he is a kind of leader...at least everybody listen to him...he was in the prison before and now he is free but conditioned...well we talk and he say that he have to confess something...and he say everything from the beginning...he say that in the beginning when I go in that area and they see me I was like a walking dollar for them...because they see me white...so at the first time they really wanted to still thinks from me but they could not...and he say that he dont know why...so second time when I go there we talk they ask who I am from where and why im in mexico...so I share my testimony with them...and I say what are my plans...Gods plans...in the beggeinning he was thinking that thats a stupid think...but than he say to me that he has dreams and something,somebody say to him that he have to help me...even if it was against his will...so he find a place for rent...he help with painting and all the work what we do there...and with him came the banda also...what I belive that God has been talk to him...and can not belive that how mutch he changed...he quit from drogs...his brother also...and he say that he never think that somebody will come and change something there...he had no hope for this...and really is changes there...I dont know how it was before but what I heard it was always fighting very mutch violence...now is not so mutch...why? I did not do nothing...I did not change nothing...it was God who did all the work...and who will do in continuu also...just my presence there amoung them is change thinks...but God was in me...(and is still in me)and I was like an exemle for them and Im still an exemple...yep...and Cimino say that they will miss me very mutch and they wait for me back...I say to him that if its Gods will...so thats what I needed to see also the fruit,not just put the seed and thats all...and thats what I need in the future also...and I will do everything for Jesus...I dont care what people say...I care what God say and what He want from me...because Im crazy for Jesus...

please pray for it...

well I feel that I will come soon home...I dont know how because I dont have money for it but at least I have the feeling...I would like to catch yhe summer over there...at the club everything is going well,tomorrow we will have a meeting with the parents and I will explain to them why really we are there...so pleae pray that everything it will be ok...there are a lot of new children coming every day,today was more then 30! we dont have enough chairs for them...please pray that God will give us more strainht,love paciense and everything what we need for do His work...and that He will send someone who can lead the activities there after I will leave...there is just 2 girls and me who do all the work and the children not really listen to them...please pray for them also...thanks God bless you

your oppinion

well until now this is what I did...I belive that its what God want me to do...but...I would need your oppinion also...and you can pray and if God want you to support also than you can send in the following account:313130-3332590 Handelsbanken Finland...you can comment on the blog like anonim if you dont have account...and you can write what is in your heart...may God bless you

at work

this is the place where I work...they are nice guys...

worship

just wondering...before I did not like children so mutch...I did not have paciense to play with them and answer all the questions...I just think that its not me who do all this work...its God...
this week we start the classes with a prayer and worship...its so wonderfull to see this kids close they eyes and pray...

the story of Mexico....

well I was wondering that I should write a little about why Im here in Mexico and how...well it was not my will to stay here...everybody say that here is not possible to evangelizaze...so me personally I did not see mutch thinks that I could do here...but I had the feeling that I have to stay...because God have a plan for me here...and it was not easy...I had to lay down my rights...but I trusted in God ...in the beggeining i did not see nothing happening interesant...what could show me that I have to do something here...it was 2 months when I stayed home and I did not have nothing to do...but I trusted God...and than God give me the ideea about the club...it was very difficult to start it,in special in that area where is it...I was making rounds with my moto and I get in that area what I find out later that its the most dangerous area...they wanted to stil from me the first time almost everything...so I was a little afraid...so I did not go in that zone 1 week...but I really felt that I have to go there...I belived that If I go with God nothing can happen to me...so I go again...and than we talk...they ask me from where Im and what I do here...so I say to them that Im a missionary...I share my testimony with them...and later I talk with them about the plan for the club...so they help me to find the place where is the club now...and they work with me there when we paint it and make clean(they dont work even for money)without money...when I had money I by food for them...and now we are very good friends...for the first rent I still dont know from where the money come...but God have been providing...and now we work with them every day...I see changes in their life without doing (nothing)...and the kids love me very mutch...I dont have so mutch experience in a christian life,but in Dts i have learn how to have relationship with God and how to listen to Him and obey...so I just try to do Gods will...Im not perfect and something I do wrong also...but I still try to repare them and turn everything in Gods glory...
so this is the story why Im here...it would be more easy for me to go back to Finnland and work and have money for everything I need...less stress...but it would be the same life like before Dts...and I knew that God has an other plan for me...God put something in my heart...His fire and His love...so thats make me to do what I do...I work now but I dont get money foe it because Im learning...I have pain in my foot every day...sometime more ,sometime less...sometime im sick but i still do what God want me to do...and I dont have income here...everything I do is voluntary...we have a saying...friends they are friends also in trouble...not just when everything is all right...

crazy...

friday night after the concert i bring my moto to fix it...it has problems with the suspension...the boys from there they ask me If I drink tequila...I say well ok just little...so we talk,they ask me what I do here and why...I share my testimony and they think that Im a good boy and they offer me a job so I work there from monday...we dont talk about money yet because I learn...but...If I would say that I dont drink at all beacuse im christian,I would not have the opportunity to talk with them...before I was crazy in wrong way...now Im crazy for Jesus!!! at the club everything is going good...3 of the guys quit from the drog...one is leader of the gang theother his brother and the third it zangano one of the guy who sleep at the club...Im so happy to see that God its really working here...so I encourage you be crazy for Jesus...

wonderfull day

and then we go home...it was wonderfull...tomorrow we are going to the church and then to the prison...please pray that God will provide in continuu with everything we need there...and for me paciencia,love strainght...thanks and may God bless you
then we play football...I played also...not so good for my foot but they really want me to play with them and I cant refuze them....


the yeam from Masatlan make a drama also and later they share about they life...

the clown make a kind of drama with the white and red heart...
the childrenroom is ready and they atre very happy that they can play there...
so we had also a clown,actually a missionar and the kids like a lot...we pray for them all and at the end we play football and the team where talking with the bigger guys...

and then we have a program for the kids...it was a missionar group from Masatlan...from DTS
in our way to the club...

the concert

they never have something like this before...so it was a miracol that people come...nice to see God working...
well it was nice...it was not so many people at the same time but it was good...people come and go...

need prayer

well,this weekend it will be some happening in the Fenix club...friday we will clean the yard...it will come big track and we will charge it...so we can free and clean the yard where it will be a place for diverse activitys...a group of missionars are coming from Masatlan and they want to help...so we will work from 4 to6 and then some other 3 guys comeing for sing live...kind of concert I think...worship...and then saturday we are invited to a church for make a drama and share...so after then we will have a progarm at the Fenix again with the group from Masatlan they will come and have a program with the children...please pray that God will prvideand prepare everything what id needed for His work...I would have to come back to Finnland but I feel that If I go now or soon it will clos every soon because there is nobody yet who sacrifice his time his life for it...please pray for this also that God will send somebody who really want to serve God...I will write later on about more happening here...may God bless you all

thanks

well last week I had many problems...we have been working hard...and I force my foot and it started to become black...and it was a lot off pain...and they dont have burrana here...so it was not easy...but I still go and do everything what I had to do...and also I had a gripa,very strong one...what I have also now but I try to not focus on it...but now its everything its better...my foot its not black anymore its blue...but its going better...and its not so match pain anymore...thank to all of you who pray for me... this Sunday I was invited to one church to evangelizaze...and yes its possible...it was on the street...in front of the church we close the road...and the pastor he was very thankfull...he said that this is the first church when he could do this...from the totally 3 where he was pastor...and he was very happy that God use him...so normaly they tell us that we can make 2 dramas...but when we got there the pastor say that we have 1 hour!so it was impossible to make 2 dramas in 1 hour...so we make 3 dramas,I explain to them,and it was still 40 min...its so wonderfull how God its working...I have been preaching about His love...it was wonderfull...
so please keep praying for me because I really need...May God bless you all

children day

they painted Jesus on one of the houses in the area where is the club...

we had a great time...we play,talk,and I had a little speech about my life why im there and what is my purpose...I put more picture on facebook...please pray for me and for them...that God will come in they life soon...Im very sick and my foot is in very bad situation...

miracol

this two boys they are homeless...they dont have where to sleep...they are so thankfull that they can sleep there...specially now when almost every night is raining...one of them he really want to change and stop taking drogs...the other not yet but al least they slow down...when they are with me they dont take drogs...please pray for them that God will come in their life and will change it

God is so good...now I can see better that is His will and His work what I do...somebody send for the project 1000 euro(the person ask me that dont tell nobody)...so we continuu with the renovation of the place...I put the photos on the facebook...and I will upload there in the future also...somebody ask me what can change lifes?money,clubs,fiestamoto,things,that they have fun?well no...Jesus can save lifes...but all this things is necessary to make a conection with people...to make them to listen...to show them what is the difference between the life with God and the life without God...to help them fizically and spiritualy at the same time...well all this is not possible to make If I go out once per week and try to make people understund everything in 1 or 2 hour...so in this place we can have relationship with them...and they can have relationship with God because God is in us...

we had a great time togather this week...we learn,we play...its so nice to see this kids happy...today I talk with two of the guys and they dont have where to sleep so I talk with the proprietar of the house and its ok if they sleep there...she just say that its little bit dangerous because they could steel from there...but I resolv also this...I have to move out from here where I stay until now...I dont have money to pay so I will move there also...so it will be no problem...please pray for me that God will give me more pacience,streinght,and more of His love...that I can continuu His work...

God is good

well we started and its so wonderfull...a lot of kids coming to learn english...and during the day I go and watch a movie with the guys...otherwise they are taking drogs all day,but when Im with them they are not... so I have to think about something more activity...please pray that God will provide everything and for me that I will have Gods love always so I can show them that God loves them...

halleluja

well...i belive that its Gods will...bacause we pay the rent yesturday with the depozit with all...so today we will open it...tomorrow will start the english classes...and more other activities...thanks for praying...

need prayer

well it looks that we work for nothing...we have to pay the rent otherwise we will lose the house...and they want also deposit for one month...and everybody ask me who will pay it....well thats a good question...please pray that God will provide everything what we need for it...and for me because my relationship with God its not so good at the moment...im very close to give up...

continuu....

and we are finish for today...please keep praying for this...with Gods help we will open Sunday...
when is done...



team work...we continuu to work all day today...