sorry but I had some problems with the blog...but im back again...well...it take a while to realize certain thinks...I dont grove up in a christian family...so before to make the Dts I had no ideea about what or how is a christian life...but in Dts I learned certain thinks that I dont see not even 20% of it out here in the world...so its normal that I got dissapointed with many things and many people and tryed to say that you should do this or that...I was focusing what people doing and what they are not doing and getting angry because of it...but you know? its not that I dont care but everybody have his /her own will...can do with the life what he or she want...from now on I will focuse on what Im doing what it will not be easy while Im living with people...some of you ask me why God dont provide? well...I have the answer...they are so many things that can attract your attencion from God...and the devil is clever...so lately I had not so good relacionship with God and I tryed to do everything by my self...I tryed to be somebody in peoples eyes...and I was so concentrating on this that I almost forgot that there is a God who loves me...I did not go to church more than 5 months...I was close in my box...but God it was with me always...he was there protecting me and loving me...and He is with me now...and it will be always...so Im going to the church today...
ps.I want to ask for forgivenes again from those who get hurt by waht I sad or write or did
God bless you all
