pissed off...

well I dont know who is the m..... f..... who is saying that Im taking drogs...probably someone who is so afraid that his image it will be distroyed...I will not quit from God because He is the only one I have...I just dont want friends who are distroying my life...may God bless you all with all that you bless others...than maeby it will open your eyes...
and just to let you know those who want me to go home I dont have a home...I did not get lucky in this life to have a family a house a car like many of you ok? and in Finland i could have all of this but I give up on them for God...to be here in Mexico and serve Him...if sometime I go down its because of the friends I have...thats why I dont want to have friends who distroying my life...
and no Im not taking drogs...If i drink a beer its my problem and I no think that I have to give explication to anybody...

easy to judge...

I suggest that all of you look in to your self first and than later start to judge somebody else...and if you are christian people like you say than do not judge...and dont say that you love me because you dont even know what is love...you dont even understund it...otherwise I would not have to write this...but whatever...you can go back into your box and dont come out just for judge people...come out to help them...I decided that I will quit from this christianity staff its not like the bible say...its not like in the Dts told us...its a lie everything exept the bible...but everybody so proud about how mutch and how good he knows from the bible but nobody put in practice...