Tuesday, June 24, 2008

miracol

well everything is going well...I just talk with a boy...hes name is Cimino...he is a kind of leader...at least everybody listen to him...he was in the prison before and now he is free but conditioned...well we talk and he say that he have to confess something...and he say everything from the beginning...he say that in the beginning when I go in that area and they see me I was like a walking dollar for them...because they see me white...so at the first time they really wanted to still thinks from me but they could not...and he say that he dont know why...so second time when I go there we talk they ask who I am from where and why im in mexico...so I share my testimony with them...and I say what are my plans...Gods plans...in the beggeinning he was thinking that thats a stupid think...but than he say to me that he has dreams and something,somebody say to him that he have to help me...even if it was against his will...so he find a place for rent...he help with painting and all the work what we do there...and with him came the banda also...what I belive that God has been talk to him...and can not belive that how mutch he changed...he quit from drogs...his brother also...and he say that he never think that somebody will come and change something there...he had no hope for this...and really is changes there...I dont know how it was before but what I heard it was always fighting very mutch violence...now is not so mutch...why? I did not do nothing...I did not change nothing...it was God who did all the work...and who will do in continuu also...just my presence there amoung them is change thinks...but God was in me...(and is still in me)and I was like an exemle for them and Im still an exemple...yep...and Cimino say that they will miss me very mutch and they wait for me back...I say to him that if its Gods will...so thats what I needed to see also the fruit,not just put the seed and thats all...and thats what I need in the future also...and I will do everything for Jesus...I dont care what people say...I care what God say and what He want from me...because Im crazy for Jesus...