marry christmas

well...for me tradicionaly its not a merry chistamas.........im without everything and anything and anyone...but who care about?donno...I wish you all a merry christmass a better one...

misssing youuuuuuuuuuu.....

well im better a little fizicaly...but...i miss everything and everybody over there...but there is a good news...the youth club what I opened its closed...2 weeks a go... why? thats a good question...they get borred...or they ask them selves why just we have to do all this??????well its closed... not this is the good news...the good news is that I talk with the owner where I was renting before and renovating...and yes...she will rent again!!! the think is that I dont know if Im ready for it...not finnancialy or spiritulaly...whatever...I miss you all...

better..

well the things are going better...my healt is going better at least...i still have a internal brain bleeding...but its going better...it could be very bad...like paralizaze parts of my body...in this case 70% of the people die between 1-30 days...in hospital...I belive that with this accident God wanted to say to me something...and yes He say many things with it...now I understund again how precious its my life...and how many things I can do in it...with God...He come back in my life again...I had been in a very bad,dark,hopeless situation...but God did not live me there alone...so its so great to be again in God`s army...not christian...because its just a tradition...but to be with God always...thanks for those who prayed and help me to get better...just continuu like that and may God bless you ps. I miss you all