welllllllllll.....

I was wondering...its very easy to write bible verses like unswer for the question of life and everything...its very nice and encouraging also some off them but when the bible was writed it was a very different world...and now its a very different world...I know that everything what the bible say is truth...but its easy to say and hard to do it...for my self also and for all human beings...but its possible...everybody say that God will provide and He will do this and that...but like I say we are in a very different world than before it was...God is working with people who created...He is not talking personally anymore...He dont show to people anymore...He is working through people...He is doing everything through people...so if we dont listen to Him and obey what He want us to do than its a little bit not easy for Him to provide...and to do everything what He promised...the bible its not just a book...if you just read it and put in practice exactly how its writen you can be very wrong!without knowing it...but if you analize a little and try to understund than you will see that is not exactly mean the same think that is written...God will give you the wisdom to understund it...if you want...well I dont know how mutch i will still survive here...my left side is going worst and worst...but its ok...may God bless you all...

4 days in teh hell...

well thetsnice what you write here in the blog...also incouraging...I just came out from the hospital with hemoragie interna celebral...I had an accident with a moto...I almost die...but I have a lot of angels like everbody say...and its so crazy I justgot a work and I cant work again a while...my left side its almost blocked but you can pray for me...

about life

yap im very fuckt up...i tryed to do something with my life...after i came to mexico i have a really hard life...but who care about it???maeby God...I tryed to make something to make my mind fresh about why Im here...and I talk with the leader of Dts Pachuca...to go there and try to make again my relationship with God back...and he say ok there is a conference 1 week with other Dts but I have to pay 800 pesos...so I did not go because I did not have money...but in this world its everything its about money...even if its about your soul you have to pay...to save people you have to pay...they have to pay...why??????????????I dont know if I really want to live in this world anymore...im lost...very lost...very closed...so I cant help nobody in this situation...not even my self...may God bless you all and hope that you will find an answer for all this...