I dont give a skit...:)

well to tell you the truth I dont give a skit what you think about me or what you want from me...the only think what I do care about what God think about me and what He want from me and how important I am in His eyes...but its not always easy...and brother you are not obligated to read the blog...but I suggest you that you should go to make your Dts or if you already in it than open your heart and receive something...may God bless you and give you a new heart...
and thanks to all of you who write in the blog you make me understund many things...may God bless you all

pissed off...

well I dont know who is the m..... f..... who is saying that Im taking drogs...probably someone who is so afraid that his image it will be distroyed...I will not quit from God because He is the only one I have...I just dont want friends who are distroying my life...may God bless you all with all that you bless others...than maeby it will open your eyes...
and just to let you know those who want me to go home I dont have a home...I did not get lucky in this life to have a family a house a car like many of you ok? and in Finland i could have all of this but I give up on them for God...to be here in Mexico and serve Him...if sometime I go down its because of the friends I have...thats why I dont want to have friends who distroying my life...
and no Im not taking drogs...If i drink a beer its my problem and I no think that I have to give explication to anybody...

easy to judge...

I suggest that all of you look in to your self first and than later start to judge somebody else...and if you are christian people like you say than do not judge...and dont say that you love me because you dont even know what is love...you dont even understund it...otherwise I would not have to write this...but whatever...you can go back into your box and dont come out just for judge people...come out to help them...I decided that I will quit from this christianity staff its not like the bible say...its not like in the Dts told us...its a lie everything exept the bible...but everybody so proud about how mutch and how good he knows from the bible but nobody put in practice...

nice friends huh?

well i did not ask money for me...and you dont have to give if you dont want...and I dont want to raise founds...I dont need money what is not from God...and dont say to me to go home...my home is everywhere...and I put any kind of picture anywhere I want...maybe im lost but you are more lost brothers and sisters...whoever write on the blog and dont write his name...are you afraid of something?you should not be afraid if you think that you are doing the right think...but may God bless you all and next time when you write on the blog write your name also if not just dont do it...

a true story

well I will write about a guy whos name is Chimino...he is a kind of lider of the gang...he has been making many mistakes in the past he was in the prison and later they let him out like condicional freedom...when I got to know him he was taking drogs and also his little brother...but than he stopped and also his brother...I never say to him to stop or to judge him because of it but he stop...and I see a big change in him...but 3 months a go he got in the problems again...it was a fight and he was just trying to separate them and it became a bigger fight so they take him to police again and 1 week a go the give him 5 years...well I think that this is not right...he is the one who work for the family and bring food to them...and his brother start to take drogs again...I talked with him and he is very dissapointed of his life that he will lose 5 years of it...the price to take him out from there is 20000 pesos...its a lot of money for us but not for God...so pray and please listen to God and lets show to him and all the people that how mutch God loves them...you can send in my account 313130-3332590 Handelsbanken until 28 april 2009 because after that it will expire my visa electron...may God blees you all

with no job again...

well I dont have a job again...were I worked it was no legal...it was a fraude...however they say it...so now I have to search for an other one...please pray that I will find a right one in rigth time

stil alive...

well I got a job...I had to take a capacity course to got the job and I pass it and I got a special dimploma too...amd it was in spanish...so now im working but it will take a time until I will got money because i have to recruit people to got money...im working human recurses...my spiritualy life its very good...in the last week God talk to me and He want me to plant a church...a free church with no tradicions...I tryed to ignore and say that I cant do this...but I dont have peace...I feel useless if I dont do this...please pray that God will be with me and will provide everything I need to do what He want me to do ...God bless you all