easy to talk hard to do...

I think that there is a misunderstanding...I did not say that I want to do it by my self...if you read it again you will see that it says that I will pray that God will lead me to the right people to do His work...people who is not just believe in Jesus but they want to serve him also... The man who says, "I know him," but does not do what he commands is a liar, and the truth is not in him. But if anyone obeys his word, God's love is truly made complete in him. This is how we know we are in him: Whoever claims to live in him must walk as Jesus did.And maybe I don't know much from the Bible but I know what He want from me...and I think many of you know also...but just to know and believe its not enough we must do what He want from us too...and the commandments its not just about don't do this or that its says also about to do this or do that...because brothers and sisters we are focusing more on what to not do than on what to do...I want to ask for forgiveness from all of you who felt that I judge him or her...sometime I'm too direct...may God bless you all

answers...

yes I will update this blog...the other one I created for critics...so when you feel that you want to say something but its not encourageeing or negativ or kind of critizaze than write it there...this blog suppose to be a nice memory...and this way I can also go back and read what I did or what could I do and is usefull in the future...so yes I will update this one the other one its just for critics...Im just trying to separate the negative from the pozitive

important

well I create an other blog when you can express your self freely...does not matter if is positive or negativ...just write there what you feel...the adress is http://criticos4aty.blogspot.com/

the big vision

i know that many of you will say that I'm crazy or who Im to do this but let me say that everything is possible for God...I'm just a tool...many of you know that I get to know Jesus in a very big congregation in Hungary Budapest...you can see this church on youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YNSojYHOpDw well this is my vision:to plant a church and it will became like this...where everybody is welcome no matter of what religion,color,country,social status they have...and they are free to expres them self in any way like they clap they hands they can dance they can scream they can sing with all instruments...no traditions...where the people will be united and help each other in all necesities same spirytual and material...
now I know that you say that this is a dream which many of you I know that you want become truth...so dont give up on your dreams...remember for God is EVERYTHING is POSSIBLE!!!so my brothers and systers please pray that God will give the wisdom,love,peace,pacience and the right people to do His work...God bless you all

conclusion

well I had been thinking and I get a conclusion...let me tell you something...after you make a Dts its not easy to put in practice the thinks that you learned there...everybody just discouraging you push you down and trying to make you believe that you can not do that and that its impossible...the most of the people do that...and if you don't put in practice what you learned than you just trow the money and waste your time...well I did this all my life but it has come to the end...I will never give up on God...I don't care who what say...yes I know that Im crazy nad I dont have that mutch discipline and all that normal stuff what most of the normal people have...but God know me how I am and thats why He choose me to be here where I am...just think about which normal person would be here where I am? in a little room no shower, no kitchen no washing machine and an area of 4`th world...maeby thats why people say that Im taking drogs...here is a lot of drog addicts...there is a saying that you can know a person after what friends he have...and without a work and a support...yes I know that I did some stuff that people dont trust me because of it but Im not perfect...so I dont know who would be that person because until now I dont see nobody just when missionares coming once a while...are people afraid? YES thay are...and those who say that go home they should be thankfull to God that He sent somebody do do His work where people are afraid to go...and Im sure that you ask what Im doing...right now Im trying to survive...and Im not just trying Im doing it...and dont think that Im trying to raise founds...I rarely ask money for my self and when I do I ask just for what I need in the moment...by the way please DONT send money in my account because my VISA ELECTRON is expired...so thats the conclusion what i get...I will never give up on God...