hard week

it was a very hard week for me...It was not easy to stay here...I was want to go back to Finnland but I felt that God want me to do something here...so I will be here for a while...to serve God...not in holyday...here its not realy a place for holyday...but I miss you all,but If I want to serve God I have to lay down my right what its not easy...here they dont have outrich at all...on this I work now...and I realy need your support...Im with God but otherwise alone...hope you understund...and please pray for me...may God bless you all