well I was wondering that I should write a little about why Im here in Mexico and how...well it was not my will to stay here...everybody say that here is not possible to evangelizaze...so me personally I did not see mutch thinks that I could do here...but I had the feeling that I have to stay...because God have a plan for me here...and it was not easy...I had to lay down my rights...but I trusted in God ...in the beggeining i did not see nothing happening interesant...what could show me that I have to do something here...it was 2 months when I stayed home and I did not have nothing to do...but I trusted God...and than God give me the ideea about the club...it was very difficult to start it,in special in that area where is it...I was making rounds with my moto and I get in that area what I find out later that its the most dangerous area...they wanted to stil from me the first time almost everything...so I was a little afraid...so I did not go in that zone 1 week...but I really felt that I have to go there...I belived that If I go with God nothing can happen to me...so I go again...and than we talk...they ask me from where Im and what I do here...so I say to them that Im a missionary...I share my testimony with them...and later I talk with them about the plan for the club...so they help me to find the place where is the club now...and they work with me there when we paint it and make clean(they dont work even for money)without money...when I had money I by food for them...and now we are very good friends...for the first rent I still dont know from where the money come...but God have been providing...and now we work with them every day...I see changes in their life without doing (nothing)...and the kids love me very mutch...I dont have so mutch experience in a christian life,but in Dts i have learn how to have relationship with God and how to listen to Him and obey...so I just try to do Gods will...Im not perfect and something I do wrong also...but I still try to repare them and turn everything in Gods glory...
so this is the story why Im here...it would be more easy for me to go back to Finnland and work and have money for everything I need...less stress...but it would be the same life like before Dts...and I knew that God has an other plan for me...God put something in my heart...His fire and His love...so thats make me to do what I do...I work now but I dont get money foe it because Im learning...I have pain in my foot every day...sometime more ,sometime less...sometime im sick but i still do what God want me to do...and I dont have income here...everything I do is voluntary...we have a saying...friends they are friends also in trouble...not just when everything is all right...
just wondering...before I did not like children so mutch...I did not have paciense to play with them and answer all the questions...I just think that its not me who do all this work...its God...
this week we start the classes with a prayer and worship...its so wonderfull to see this kids close they eyes and pray...
