mission possible

this is Jesus

2009-08-24T10:35:00.001+03:00

I pray to you Lord

2009-08-18T06:43:00.001+03:00

my Jesus

2009-08-13T11:14:00.001+03:00

thank you lord

2009-08-10T08:13:00.000+03:00

World news

2009-07-16T15:12:00.001+03:00

back again

2009-06-28T14:27:00.000+03:00

sorry but I had some problems with the blog...but im back again...well...it take a while to realize certain thinks...I dont grove up in a christian family...so before to make the Dts I had no ideea about what or how is a christian life...but in Dts I learned certain thinks that I dont see not even 20% of it out here in the world...so its normal that I got dissapointed with many things and many people and tryed to say that you should do this or that...I was focusing what people doing and what they are not doing and getting angry because of it...but you know? its not that I dont care but everybody have his /her own will...can do with the life what he or she want...from now on I will focuse on what Im doing what it will not be easy while Im living with people...some of you ask me why God dont provide? well...I have the answer...they are so many things that can attract your attencion from God...and the devil is clever...so lately I had not so good relacionship with God and I tryed to do everything by my self...I tryed to be somebody in peoples eyes...and I was so concentrating on this that I almost forgot that there is a God who loves me...I did not go to church more than 5 months...I was close in my box...but God it was with me always...he was there protecting me and loving me...and He is with me now...and it will be always...so Im going to the church today...
ps.I want to ask for forgivenes again from those who get hurt by waht I sad or write or did
God bless you all

forgiveness...

2009-06-02T23:46:00.000+03:00

I decidet that I will write her not just the nice thinks...to write all what is happening with me...the forgiveness is our choice...i know there are many people out there from who I ask forgiveness and they cant...why?well is not easy...but is possible...I forgive my step father who destroy my young life... there are many of you who say they loves me and that they are my friends...well I dont see no one of them to ask me if I have something to eat at last...than I dont see how they could be my friends or love me...whatever...Im on my way to close in to my box...its not my fault...maeby some of it...but yes I can live with God peacefully...its more easyer...than to fight...

prayer request

2009-06-01T12:43:00.000+03:00

well im still a live...just joking...no work yet but God always provide...anew work...a correct one...like 2 weeks ago I get in contact with somebody from USA who is actually is a director of a foundation from romania named project romanian rescue...I have been living there when I had 15...so he want to make business because the donations are down...so he will sell audio cds with spanish-english language curs...so soon I will have a nice job...please pray that I will God will provide everything I need to resist until I get this job and that He will use me in His way to do the job...God bless you all ps.If anybody need prayer for something just email me or let me know...

easy to talk hard to do...

2009-05-14T21:17:00.000+03:00

I think that there is a misunderstanding...I did not say that I want to do it by my self...if you read it again you will see that it says that I will pray that God will lead me to the right people to do His work...people who is not just believe in Jesus but they want to serve him also... The man who says, "I know him," but does not do what he commands is a liar, and the truth is not in him. But if anyone obeys his word, God's love is truly made complete in him. This is how we know we are in him: Whoever claims to live in him must walk as Jesus did.And maybe I don't know much from the Bible but I know what He want from me...and I think many of you know also...but just to know and believe its not enough we must do what He want from us too...and the commandments its not just about don't do this or that its says also about to do this or do that...because brothers and sisters we are focusing more on what to not do than on what to do...I want to ask for forgiveness from all of you who felt that I judge him or her...sometime I'm too direct...may God bless you all

answers...

2009-05-12T15:25:00.000+03:00

yes I will update this blog...the other one I created for critics...so when you feel that you want to say something but its not encourageeing or negativ or kind of critizaze than write it there...this blog suppose to be a nice memory...and this way I can also go back and read what I did or what could I do and is usefull in the future...so yes I will update this one the other one its just for critics...Im just trying to separate the negative from the pozitive

important

2009-05-12T00:08:00.000+03:00

well I create an other blog when you can express your self freely...does not matter if is positive or negativ...just write there what you feel...the adress is http://criticos4aty.blogspot.com/

the big vision

2009-05-09T01:46:00.000+03:00

i know that many of you will say that I'm crazy or who Im to do this but let me say that everything is possible for God...I'm just a tool...many of you know that I get to know Jesus in a very big congregation in Hungary Budapest...you can see this church on youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YNSojYHOpDw well this is my vision:to plant a church and it will became like this...where everybody is welcome no matter of what religion,color,country,social status they have...and they are free to expres them self in any way like they clap they hands they can dance they can scream they can sing with all instruments...no traditions...where the people will be united and help each other in all necesities same spirytual and material...
now I know that you say that this is a dream which many of you I know that you want become truth...so dont give up on your dreams...remember for God is EVERYTHING is POSSIBLE!!!so my brothers and systers please pray that God will give the wisdom,love,peace,pacience and the right people to do His work...God bless you all

conclusion

2009-05-07T06:16:00.000+03:00

well I had been thinking and I get a conclusion...let me tell you something...after you make a Dts its not easy to put in practice the thinks that you learned there...everybody just discouraging you push you down and trying to make you believe that you can not do that and that its impossible...the most of the people do that...and if you don't put in practice what you learned than you just trow the money and waste your time...well I did this all my life but it has come to the end...I will never give up on God...I don't care who what say...yes I know that Im crazy nad I dont have that mutch discipline and all that normal stuff what most of the normal people have...but God know me how I am and thats why He choose me to be here where I am...just think about which normal person would be here where I am? in a little room no shower, no kitchen no washing machine and an area of 4`th world...maeby thats why people say that Im taking drogs...here is a lot of drog addicts...there is a saying that you can know a person after what friends he have...and without a work and a support...yes I know that I did some stuff that people dont trust me because of it but Im not perfect...so I dont know who would be that person because until now I dont see nobody just when missionares coming once a while...are people afraid? YES thay are...and those who say that go home they should be thankfull to God that He sent somebody do do His work where people are afraid to go...and Im sure that you ask what Im doing...right now Im trying to survive...and Im not just trying Im doing it...and dont think that Im trying to raise founds...I rarely ask money for my self and when I do I ask just for what I need in the moment...by the way please DONT send money in my account because my VISA ELECTRON is expired...so thats the conclusion what i get...I will never give up on God...

I dont give a skit...:)

2009-04-24T18:41:00.000+03:00

well to tell you the truth I dont give a skit what you think about me or what you want from me...the only think what I do care about what God think about me and what He want from me and how important I am in His eyes...but its not always easy...and brother you are not obligated to read the blog...but I suggest you that you should go to make your Dts or if you already in it than open your heart and receive something...may God bless you and give you a new heart...
and thanks to all of you who write in the blog you make me understund many things...may God bless you all

pissed off...

2009-04-22T20:38:00.000+03:00

well I dont know who is the m..... f..... who is saying that Im taking drogs...probably someone who is so afraid that his image it will be distroyed...I will not quit from God because He is the only one I have...I just dont want friends who are distroying my life...may God bless you all with all that you bless others...than maeby it will open your eyes...
and just to let you know those who want me to go home I dont have a home...I did not get lucky in this life to have a family a house a car like many of you ok? and in Finland i could have all of this but I give up on them for God...to be here in Mexico and serve Him...if sometime I go down its because of the friends I have...thats why I dont want to have friends who distroying my life...
and no Im not taking drogs...If i drink a beer its my problem and I no think that I have to give explication to anybody...

easy to judge...

2009-04-22T00:25:00.000+03:00

I suggest that all of you look in to your self first and than later start to judge somebody else...and if you are christian people like you say than do not judge...and dont say that you love me because you dont even know what is love...you dont even understund it...otherwise I would not have to write this...but whatever...you can go back into your box and dont come out just for judge people...come out to help them...I decided that I will quit from this christianity staff its not like the bible say...its not like in the Dts told us...its a lie everything exept the bible...but everybody so proud about how mutch and how good he knows from the bible but nobody put in practice...

nice friends huh?

2009-04-21T20:28:00.000+03:00

well i did not ask money for me...and you dont have to give if you dont want...and I dont want to raise founds...I dont need money what is not from God...and dont say to me to go home...my home is everywhere...and I put any kind of picture anywhere I want...maybe im lost but you are more lost brothers and sisters...whoever write on the blog and dont write his name...are you afraid of something?you should not be afraid if you think that you are doing the right think...but may God bless you all and next time when you write on the blog write your name also if not just dont do it...

a true story

2009-04-20T20:05:00.000+03:00

well I will write about a guy whos name is Chimino...he is a kind of lider of the gang...he has been making many mistakes in the past he was in the prison and later they let him out like condicional freedom...when I got to know him he was taking drogs and also his little brother...but than he stopped and also his brother...I never say to him to stop or to judge him because of it but he stop...and I see a big change in him...but 3 months a go he got in the problems again...it was a fight and he was just trying to separate them and it became a bigger fight so they take him to police again and 1 week a go the give him 5 years...well I think that this is not right...he is the one who work for the family and bring food to them...and his brother start to take drogs again...I talked with him and he is very dissapointed of his life that he will lose 5 years of it...the price to take him out from there is 20000 pesos...its a lot of money for us but not for God...so pray and please listen to God and lets show to him and all the people that how mutch God loves them...you can send in my account 313130-3332590 Handelsbanken until 28 april 2009 because after that it will expire my visa electron...may God blees you all

with no job again...

2009-04-18T03:28:00.000+03:00

well I dont have a job again...were I worked it was no legal...it was a fraude...however they say it...so now I have to search for an other one...please pray that I will find a right one in rigth time

stil alive...

2009-04-14T18:34:00.000+03:00

well I got a job...I had to take a capacity course to got the job and I pass it and I got a special dimploma too...amd it was in spanish...so now im working but it will take a time until I will got money because i have to recruit people to got money...im working human recurses...my spiritualy life its very good...in the last week God talk to me and He want me to plant a church...a free church with no tradicions...I tryed to ignore and say that I cant do this...but I dont have peace...I feel useless if I dont do this...please pray that God will be with me and will provide everything I need to do what He want me to do ...God bless you all

big change...

2009-02-20T22:53:00.000+02:00

well...i had to go trough a very difficult time to just dont care about what people say or do...acctualy I care but its not affect me that mutch like before...after Dts it was very hard to do this because we learn there how is right to do things and who is a real christian...now i have to work on:many people contact each other JUST when they need something...they keep in touch JUST when they need something...Im like that also...and I want to ask for forgiveness for all who felt like that with me...because I know that it was like that the most off time...so I have to work on it... and i know that God will help me with it...please pray for me that i will not lose my faith...and that God will provide everything I need to survive and to serve Him...may God bless you all

working...

2009-02-03T22:27:00.000+02:00

well I got a job...I dont got so mutch money but ita better than nothing...we make games...for children and for old people...than yesturday I ha an ideea...to make games related to the bible...but I did not know how to say to my boss about...I dont know him very well...and he dont belive in nothing...but I say to him about my ideea...what could I lose? well he say that he will not do that,he is not against any religion or for it, but...If I want to do it I can do it...so Iwas very happy about it...so I have a lot of work...please pray that God will give me enything I need to make this game...it will be a card game...thanks and may God bless you all

back in mexico with God!!!

2009-01-16T23:12:00.000+02:00

well I got back here but more different than I go...I come back with God in my heart...in 3 days I understund what it was wrong with me in the last 3-4 months...so I have to start it from zero again...rent a room for me and a room for the club fenix...and continuue Gods work with new powers...not mine but Gods powers...so please pray that everything it will be like He promised...God bless you all

open up...

2009-01-13T19:00:00.000+02:00

well the time im here in Guatemala Ywam base I just find out how closed I am...and how far from God...so the time i will spend here at the base it will help me to refresh my mind my spirit and my relationship with God...and to have peace joy and the love of God again more than before...so please pray that all this will be done before I will go where He sending me to serve Him...because without all this all I do it worth nothing...thanx and God bless you all...

again in Guatemala...

2009-01-12T00:18:00.000+02:00

its nice to be here again...nice memories...so I will be here a while...I wait for an answer from Casa Shalom...is an orphanage where I will be working If its Gods will...

happy new year...

2009-01-07T18:25:00.000+02:00

well I wish a happy new year for all of you...God in this early beggeining of the year have great plans for me...unexpected...well I will go to Guatemala to work in a an orphanage...I will stay at the Ywam base couple of days to raise my faith and make the best connection with God...I dont know if I will have internet there because its a village...but please pray for me for my healt,streinght,passion for christ and what you want more:) for serve God how He want me to serve Him not me or anybody...may God bless you all...

marry christmas

2008-12-25T05:01:00.000+02:00

well...for me tradicionaly its not a merry chistamas.........im without everything and anything and anyone...but who care about?donno...I wish you all a merry christmass a better one...

misssing youuuuuuuuuuu.....

2008-12-19T03:34:00.001+02:00

well im better a little fizicaly...but...i miss everything and everybody over there...but there is a good news...the youth club what I opened its closed...2 weeks a go... why? thats a good question...they get borred...or they ask them selves why just we have to do all this??????well its closed... not this is the good news...the good news is that I talk with the owner where I was renting before and renovating...and yes...she will rent again!!! the think is that I dont know if Im ready for it...not finnancialy or spiritulaly...whatever...I miss you all...

better..

2008-12-11T00:56:00.000+02:00

well the things are going better...my healt is going better at least...i still have a internal brain bleeding...but its going better...it could be very bad...like paralizaze parts of my body...in this case 70% of the people die between 1-30 days...in hospital...I belive that with this accident God wanted to say to me something...and yes He say many things with it...now I understund again how precious its my life...and how many things I can do in it...with God...He come back in my life again...I had been in a very bad,dark,hopeless situation...but God did not live me there alone...so its so great to be again in God`s army...not christian...because its just a tradition...but to be with God always...thanks for those who prayed and help me to get better...just continuu like that and may God bless you ps. I miss you all

welllllllllll.....

2008-11-29T21:23:00.000+02:00

I was wondering...its very easy to write bible verses like unswer for the question of life and everything...its very nice and encouraging also some off them but when the bible was writed it was a very different world...and now its a very different world...I know that everything what the bible say is truth...but its easy to say and hard to do it...for my self also and for all human beings...but its possible...everybody say that God will provide and He will do this and that...but like I say we are in a very different world than before it was...God is working with people who created...He is not talking personally anymore...He dont show to people anymore...He is working through people...He is doing everything through people...so if we dont listen to Him and obey what He want us to do than its a little bit not easy for Him to provide...and to do everything what He promised...the bible its not just a book...if you just read it and put in practice exactly how its writen you can be very wrong!without knowing it...but if you analize a little and try to understund than you will see that is not exactly mean the same think that is written...God will give you the wisdom to understund it...if you want...well I dont know how mutch i will still survive here...my left side is going worst and worst...but its ok...may God bless you all...

4 days in teh hell...

2008-11-27T02:28:00.000+02:00

well thetsnice what you write here in the blog...also incouraging...I just came out from the hospital with hemoragie interna celebral...I had an accident with a moto...I almost die...but I have a lot of angels like everbody say...and its so crazy I justgot a work and I cant work again a while...my left side its almost blocked but you can pray for me...

about life

2008-11-15T02:15:00.000+02:00

yap im very fuckt up...i tryed to do something with my life...after i came to mexico i have a really hard life...but who care about it???maeby God...I tryed to make something to make my mind fresh about why Im here...and I talk with the leader of Dts Pachuca...to go there and try to make again my relationship with God back...and he say ok there is a conference 1 week with other Dts but I have to pay 800 pesos...so I did not go because I did not have money...but in this world its everything its about money...even if its about your soul you have to pay...to save people you have to pay...they have to pay...why??????????????I dont know if I really want to live in this world anymore...im lost...very lost...very closed...so I cant help nobody in this situation...not even my self...may God bless you all and hope that you will find an answer for all this...

hard times...

2008-10-22T18:49:00.000+03:00

well I did not write long time a go...hard times...why...I dont understund eather...my life lately its going very strange...well I had to give up everything, my nice flat,my friends and the most important the person who I loved...for what? or for who? I just follow what I felt that God want me to do...and yes I have peace...with this...well I come in Mexico and I was welcomed with almost a hour waiting out og the gate and later find out that I dont have even a place to sleep...no money for rent a room or to eat and alone in a big big country...but I trusted in God and I say that God if He want me here He will provide...and yes He provided not on the moment but He provided...Im still live...but I dont have work,and soon I have to move out from the house where I live because they will sell it...andf yes Im still following God...at least I do my best...what I want to ask you is that please pray and listen to God and if you are really my friends you will help me to rise a little economical not just spiritual...my accunt is 313130-3332590 Attila Szasz Handelsbanken...may God bless you and he will give you back 10 times more

new quests

2008-07-27T00:09:00.000+03:00

well I was 2 days a go to ICC to worship a little...and I believe that God has been send to me a family...well they say to me that they are looking for rent...that this Sunday they will have to leave the apartment where they live before...is a couple with a baby 8 months old...so I call to some "Christian" people who rent their place but I did not have success with them...the problem is that they did not have just half of the rent for now and the rest they could pay after a week...so people even if they are "Christian"get stack when is about the money...how they can live a family with a little child on the street???how we want to save the world if we can not save a family of 3 persons...whatever...im very confused about many things and its only God who give me streinght to go for it...what He want not what people want...so tonight I have been praying for this family and so it came in my mind that I should talk with Patrick...so I talk with him and so we agree that they can stay in the quest room until we find a flat for them...hopefully soon...so please pray for them that God will provide for them a flat...

split thinking....

2008-07-26T23:59:00.000+03:00

well thats what I see...split thinking...some people they are too spiritual and they just pray for something or somebody but they dont do nothing about it....some people they are too material,they do but they dont pray...they dont do with God...in this situation we will not see a good fruit of our work for God...I just want to encourage you my friends that try to make good balance of this 2 things ...if you want more explication about this let me know...try to see God in everybody and everything...because He is really there...may God bless you and will open our eyes....

more love.....

2008-07-25T09:14:00.000+03:00

well in the last time almost nothing happened in my lately life...looks like God give me a time for just relax and rest a little...but im very frustrated about tradition...about how things are going...about Christianity...but not about God!!!He is who give me the streinght to go forward with Him...right now one of my best friend staying in helsinki with me here...well he lost his faith...and he is deppressed...he is not good...but I talk with him,we keep in touch and the last 2 days he start to feel better and now he came and will be here a while...please pray for him that he will get back his faith and he will be again the same Alecsi who I knew in Dts...and for me that God will give me wisdom more love,strainght,peace and everything I need to help him and that he will also provide everything what we need...may God bless you

you are special!!!

2008-07-13T10:19:00.000+03:00

well Kimmo is in Mexico...so he was at the club and than they watch the video You are special...when they see him from far away they think that is me and start to scream Attila,but when they get closer they say:well he is not Attila,where is Attila? funny,in every white man what they see ,they will see me? whatever...its going good there because is it Gods work...and He is who working ...we are just tools...and His lovely children...
we were yesterday to out rich...so match fun...we worship in the buss with a guitar...I was wondering maeby someone will say that better we don't make so much noise...Finnish people they are more quiet...but than I think that if someone will say something I will say to him or her that we are worshiping God...so that is not forbidden...at least not here...so we worship and one man came to us and he was so happy he sing with us...he sing one of his song...it was nice...than we go to the railwaystation and we just sit down and start to worship...it was nice we talk with some people...but I could see on the face off the people even for a moment they were smiling...so we will continuu to go and rich out for people who are lost...

vacation

2008-07-11T09:24:00.000+03:00

well the kids from Mexico they got vacation...so now also at the club they will make less english classes...they will know more about God...and play...the girls tell them stories from the bible...and its so nice...we use to dont have classes when is raining...but now even If is raining the kids come by them selves to the gate of the house...please pray for the girls that God will give them more strainght,love,peace,joy and everything they need to continuu Gods work...they are working every day from monday to friday...they get home around 6:45 and then from 7:00 they start the classes...so its not easy...they really need prayer and God to do this...here is couple of pictures

an other new beggining

2008-07-09T12:48:00.000+03:00

this is the place where I work....

well im back in Finland so its a new beginning for me also...I cant go back to work because of my foot...so God provided some money for some tools and so I can work at home...I got a place in the garage where I can work so I can make wonderful thinks for God...otherwise I will serve Him fully...in what He want me to do...not just Sunday...every day...every hour...every minute...every second...well here is some of my first work...if you want some of let me know...it can be personalized how you wish...my phone number is 0443738400 or email me majomkacska@gmail.com
At Mexico everything is going well...some non christian people want to help with the work there...God is good and my faith its just growing when I see God everywhere in everything...

the new beggining...

2008-07-05T14:42:00.000+03:00

the kids playing...
the kids make this for me before to live...
this is the new classrom...

well it was not easy to the girls to gather again the children together...well I think that the owner of the house say that we dont want to continuu anymore...and because of this we left from there what is not true...she did not want to say the truth...she dont want that everybody will be angry with her...but now is ok...the girls had to go almost everybody´s house and talk with they parents and to show them where is the new place...so now is everything ok...its just 15 children but many of them still dont know where is the new place...its nice to see how everything is turning out in God´s glory

flight canceled

2008-06-28T18:59:00.000+03:00

well they cancel my flight and many other people flight who suppose to fly with me...I have no idea why but I had the feeling that is it Gods will...and I found out later that it was Gods will...well I was yesterday and I was a little surprised and the proprietary of the house also...she was thinking that I already go to Finland...so she take out everything from the place we rent...because they want to make fiesta...the speakers were outside and stupid music on them...well I ask her why she take out everything and why she don't ask me about it...so she say that she just want to protect the thinks and that she will arrange everything back...I say OK and I go home and I talk with the girls and we decide that we will close there and If she need something then she have to ask them...so we go back and I say that I will close it there and during her fiesta If something missing they will pay it...well she got very angry and she say:I'm going to my mom and you have one month and out!!!so we talk with her mother also and we don't get on any conclusion...so we had to move everything from there to the house of the girls...I was very angry because we work there very match...the boys also...but I had peace because I felt that is Gods will...just find out yesterday that the proprietary of the house believe in santa muerte...somebody say to me before also but I did not believe it...but yes God is powerful...and I also believe that its not a safety place for the girls to go there by them self...not for the kids...so I belive that its Gods will...so the classes it will be in the girls home...more safety and there it will be more kids also...because its safe...God is good...

adio fiesta

2008-06-26T21:23:00.001+03:00

well this 2 girls will continue the work there...please pray for the that God will give them love,patience,wisdom,joy and everything they need to continue...

well we had a adio fiesta last nigt...

miracol

2008-06-24T21:09:00.000+03:00

well everything is going well...I just talk with a boy...hes name is Cimino...he is a kind of leader...at least everybody listen to him...he was in the prison before and now he is free but conditioned...well we talk and he say that he have to confess something...and he say everything from the beginning...he say that in the beginning when I go in that area and they see me I was like a walking dollar for them...because they see me white...so at the first time they really wanted to still thinks from me but they could not...and he say that he dont know why...so second time when I go there we talk they ask who I am from where and why im in mexico...so I share my testimony with them...and I say what are my plans...Gods plans...in the beggeinning he was thinking that thats a stupid think...but than he say to me that he has dreams and something,somebody say to him that he have to help me...even if it was against his will...so he find a place for rent...he help with painting and all the work what we do there...and with him came the banda also...what I belive that God has been talk to him...and can not belive that how mutch he changed...he quit from drogs...his brother also...and he say that he never think that somebody will come and change something there...he had no hope for this...and really is changes there...I dont know how it was before but what I heard it was always fighting very mutch violence...now is not so mutch...why? I did not do nothing...I did not change nothing...it was God who did all the work...and who will do in continuu also...just my presence there amoung them is change thinks...but God was in me...(and is still in me)and I was like an exemle for them and Im still an exemple...yep...and Cimino say that they will miss me very mutch and they wait for me back...I say to him that if its Gods will...so thats what I needed to see also the fruit,not just put the seed and thats all...and thats what I need in the future also...and I will do everything for Jesus...I dont care what people say...I care what God say and what He want from me...because Im crazy for Jesus...

please pray for it...

2008-06-06T07:19:00.000+03:00

well I feel that I will come soon home...I dont know how because I dont have money for it but at least I have the feeling...I would like to catch yhe summer over there...at the club everything is going well,tomorrow we will have a meeting with the parents and I will explain to them why really we are there...so pleae pray that everything it will be ok...there are a lot of new children coming every day,today was more then 30! we dont have enough chairs for them...please pray that God will give us more strainht,love paciense and everything what we need for do His work...and that He will send someone who can lead the activities there after I will leave...there is just 2 girls and me who do all the work and the children not really listen to them...please pray for them also...thanks God bless you

your oppinion

2008-06-03T02:29:00.000+03:00

well until now this is what I did...I belive that its what God want me to do...but...I would need your oppinion also...and you can pray and if God want you to support also than you can send in the following account:313130-3332590 Handelsbanken Finland...you can comment on the blog like anonim if you dont have account...and you can write what is in your heart...may God bless you

at work

2008-05-30T05:55:00.001+03:00

this is the place where I work...they are nice guys...

worship

2008-05-29T19:19:00.001+03:00

just wondering...before I did not like children so mutch...I did not have paciense to play with them and answer all the questions...I just think that its not me who do all this work...its God...
this week we start the classes with a prayer and worship...its so wonderfull to see this kids close they eyes and pray...

the story of Mexico....

2008-05-29T18:39:00.000+03:00

well I was wondering that I should write a little about why Im here in Mexico and how...well it was not my will to stay here...everybody say that here is not possible to evangelizaze...so me personally I did not see mutch thinks that I could do here...but I had the feeling that I have to stay...because God have a plan for me here...and it was not easy...I had to lay down my rights...but I trusted in God ...in the beggeining i did not see nothing happening interesant...what could show me that I have to do something here...it was 2 months when I stayed home and I did not have nothing to do...but I trusted God...and than God give me the ideea about the club...it was very difficult to start it,in special in that area where is it...I was making rounds with my moto and I get in that area what I find out later that its the most dangerous area...they wanted to stil from me the first time almost everything...so I was a little afraid...so I did not go in that zone 1 week...but I really felt that I have to go there...I belived that If I go with God nothing can happen to me...so I go again...and than we talk...they ask me from where Im and what I do here...so I say to them that Im a missionary...I share my testimony with them...and later I talk with them about the plan for the club...so they help me to find the place where is the club now...and they work with me there when we paint it and make clean(they dont work even for money)without money...when I had money I by food for them...and now we are very good friends...for the first rent I still dont know from where the money come...but God have been providing...and now we work with them every day...I see changes in their life without doing (nothing)...and the kids love me very mutch...I dont have so mutch experience in a christian life,but in Dts i have learn how to have relationship with God and how to listen to Him and obey...so I just try to do Gods will...Im not perfect and something I do wrong also...but I still try to repare them and turn everything in Gods glory...
so this is the story why Im here...it would be more easy for me to go back to Finnland and work and have money for everything I need...less stress...but it would be the same life like before Dts...and I knew that God has an other plan for me...God put something in my heart...His fire and His love...so thats make me to do what I do...I work now but I dont get money foe it because Im learning...I have pain in my foot every day...sometime more ,sometime less...sometime im sick but i still do what God want me to do...and I dont have income here...everything I do is voluntary...we have a saying...friends they are friends also in trouble...not just when everything is all right...

crazy...

2008-05-22T17:49:00.000+03:00

friday night after the concert i bring my moto to fix it...it has problems with the suspension...the boys from there they ask me If I drink tequila...I say well ok just little...so we talk,they ask me what I do here and why...I share my testimony and they think that Im a good boy and they offer me a job so I work there from monday...we dont talk about money yet because I learn...but...If I would say that I dont drink at all beacuse im christian,I would not have the opportunity to talk with them...before I was crazy in wrong way...now Im crazy for Jesus!!! at the club everything is going good...3 of the guys quit from the drog...one is leader of the gang theother his brother and the third it zangano one of the guy who sleep at the club...Im so happy to see that God its really working here...so I encourage you be crazy for Jesus...

wonderfull day

2008-05-18T06:16:00.001+03:00

and then we go home...it was wonderfull...tomorrow we are going to the church and then to the prison...please pray that God will provide in continuu with everything we need there...and for me paciencia,love strainght...thanks and may God bless you
then we play football...I played also...not so good for my foot but they really want me to play with them and I cant refuze them....

the yeam from Masatlan make a drama also and later they share about they life...

the clown make a kind of drama with the white and red heart...
the childrenroom is ready and they atre very happy that they can play there...
so we had also a clown,actually a missionar and the kids like a lot...we pray for them all and at the end we play football and the team where talking with the bigger guys...

and then we have a program for the kids...it was a missionar group from Masatlan...from DTS
in our way to the club...

the concert

2008-05-17T08:53:00.001+03:00

they never have something like this before...so it was a miracol that people come...nice to see God working...
well it was nice...it was not so many people at the same time but it was good...people come and go...

need prayer

2008-05-14T20:25:00.000+03:00

well,this weekend it will be some happening in the Fenix club...friday we will clean the yard...it will come big track and we will charge it...so we can free and clean the yard where it will be a place for diverse activitys...a group of missionars are coming from Masatlan and they want to help...so we will work from 4 to6 and then some other 3 guys comeing for sing live...kind of concert I think...worship...and then saturday we are invited to a church for make a drama and share...so after then we will have a progarm at the Fenix again with the group from Masatlan they will come and have a program with the children...please pray that God will prvideand prepare everything what id needed for His work...I would have to come back to Finnland but I feel that If I go now or soon it will clos every soon because there is nobody yet who sacrifice his time his life for it...please pray for this also that God will send somebody who really want to serve God...I will write later on about more happening here...may God bless you all

thanks

2008-05-05T17:27:00.000+03:00

well last week I had many problems...we have been working hard...and I force my foot and it started to become black...and it was a lot off pain...and they dont have burrana here...so it was not easy...but I still go and do everything what I had to do...and also I had a gripa,very strong one...what I have also now but I try to not focus on it...but now its everything its better...my foot its not black anymore its blue...but its going better...and its not so match pain anymore...thank to all of you who pray for me... this Sunday I was invited to one church to evangelizaze...and yes its possible...it was on the street...in front of the church we close the road...and the pastor he was very thankfull...he said that this is the first church when he could do this...from the totally 3 where he was pastor...and he was very happy that God use him...so normaly they tell us that we can make 2 dramas...but when we got there the pastor say that we have 1 hour!so it was impossible to make 2 dramas in 1 hour...so we make 3 dramas,I explain to them,and it was still 40 min...its so wonderfull how God its working...I have been preaching about His love...it was wonderfull...
so please keep praying for me because I really need...May God bless you all

children day

2008-05-01T09:05:00.001+03:00

they painted Jesus on one of the houses in the area where is the club...

we had a great time...we play,talk,and I had a little speech about my life why im there and what is my purpose...I put more picture on facebook...please pray for me and for them...that God will come in they life soon...Im very sick and my foot is in very bad situation...

miracol

2008-04-30T06:28:00.000+03:00

this two boys they are homeless...they dont have where to sleep...they are so thankfull that they can sleep there...specially now when almost every night is raining...one of them he really want to change and stop taking drogs...the other not yet but al least they slow down...when they are with me they dont take drogs...please pray for them that God will come in their life and will change it

God is so good...now I can see better that is His will and His work what I do...somebody send for the project 1000 euro(the person ask me that dont tell nobody)...so we continuu with the renovation of the place...I put the photos on the facebook...and I will upload there in the future also...somebody ask me what can change lifes?money,clubs,fiestamoto,things,that they have fun?well no...Jesus can save lifes...but all this things is necessary to make a conection with people...to make them to listen...to show them what is the difference between the life with God and the life without God...to help them fizically and spiritualy at the same time...well all this is not possible to make If I go out once per week and try to make people understund everything in 1 or 2 hour...so in this place we can have relationship with them...and they can have relationship with God because God is in us...

2008-04-26T06:53:00.000+03:00

we had a great time togather this week...we learn,we play...its so nice to see this kids happy...today I talk with two of the guys and they dont have where to sleep so I talk with the proprietar of the house and its ok if they sleep there...she just say that its little bit dangerous because they could steel from there...but I resolv also this...I have to move out from here where I stay until now...I dont have money to pay so I will move there also...so it will be no problem...please pray for me that God will give me more pacience,streinght,and more of His love...that I can continuu His work...

God is good

2008-04-25T06:53:00.000+03:00

well we started and its so wonderfull...a lot of kids coming to learn english...and during the day I go and watch a movie with the guys...otherwise they are taking drogs all day,but when Im with them they are not... so I have to think about something more activity...please pray that God will provide everything and for me that I will have Gods love always so I can show them that God loves them...

halleluja

2008-04-20T21:45:00.000+03:00

well...i belive that its Gods will...bacause we pay the rent yesturday with the depozit with all...so today we will open it...tomorrow will start the english classes...and more other activities...thanks for praying...

need prayer

2008-04-19T08:38:00.000+03:00

well it looks that we work for nothing...we have to pay the rent otherwise we will lose the house...and they want also deposit for one month...and everybody ask me who will pay it....well thats a good question...please pray that God will provide everything what we need for it...and for me because my relationship with God its not so good at the moment...im very close to give up...

continuu....

2008-04-18T02:00:00.000+03:00

and we are finish for today...please keep praying for this...with Gods help we will open Sunday...
when is done...

team work...we continuu to work all day today...

the project Fenix

2008-04-17T05:40:00.000+03:00

CREATION OF THE YOUTH CLUB “FÉNIX”

Walking around the streets near my home, I could see a lot of youth people who make me being really sad: youngers and teenagers who other people don´t take any care of, most of them seems to don´t study or have a job; but, the most distressing of this situation is that they have a life without God.

With this Project and God´s help, we are trying to transform the lives of this guys showing them not only the love of God but taking them at the feet of Jesus Christ, teaching them that He loves us just the way we are, that all of us have a porpuse to being here and also this purpose is within God´s perfect plan, because each one of us has a great value and is important to our Father, even when our parents or family use to tell us we are nothing or the problems we have are imposible to resolve…

The most important goal is make all these youth people analize their own lives with and without God in them, live and also share the change we already experimented in our lives, this joy that me us shout to the world: I can do everything through Christ who gives me strength!

Vision

To be a close social service organization, willing to assist youth people with no means of support,

To create a nice space where all these youth people have healthy convivence, open and respectful dialogues,

To promote moral values and principles,

To prevent them from the danger of drugs, alcoholism, premature sex relations, etc…

Mission

God is searching for youth people who want to not only experiment a great communion with Him, but to worry for spread out the gospel of salvation to all who are still in the darkness; youth people dedicated to share His message to their generation, determined to transform the lives from all who is around them in every issue of their lives only through the truth in Jesus Christ.

Goals

To spread out God´s Kingdom and promote Christian values within our generation, beginning in our comunity and Church,

To help youth reaching a real communion with Jesus Christ as their personal savior,

To promote the armonic development in all the issues of the youth life, in accordance with Christian values,

To promote actions for increase the social inclusión of the most reject youngers and teenagers.

To help and bring support to each other.

Strategies

The strategies to make this mission come true are:

· Social service

To serve and support youth people in all the issues of their lives, trying to cover all their special needs by carring out the commintments of our Lord and Savior for who is all the glory and honor.

· Complete development

To promote the complete development of youth people with no means of support by:

*Different kind of recreational activities where youngers and teenagers can have fun in a healthy way (pool, table soccer, ping-pong),

*Worship. The enviroment will be fill with all types of Christian music (reggae, salsa, ska, hip-hop, etc) for making this attract to all the guys,

*Speeches with topics focus in the most important and interesting social problems, to make youth people get identify with them. For us, try to support them in their problems finding the solution through praying, interceding and advicing. Topics as depression, sexuality, marriage, responsability, paternity, premature pregnancy, drugs, alcoholism, etc.

· Integration with the Body of Christ

To make all the members of the Church participate in the Project by:

*Language courses. Teaching all who want to learn basic or avanced english, french, german or japanese and also try to help those who have specific problems in grammar, conversation, spelling or listening.

These courses will not requiere a money pay, but we are planning to ask some kind of help with milk, cans, candies, cookies, second hand clothes, basic medicines, etc. All these things are to give provisions for the people with no means of support.

*Visiting communitaries centers. Once per month, we will visit a communitary center with no means of suppor to bring there all the things we get from the language courses. The members who want to help us, can be with us, share and enjoy the day in this place.

*Sharing the vision. All our brothers and sisters who want to make a speech or just visit the “Fénix” Club to be with the youth people there, can do it whenever they want to.

*Supporting the “Fénix” Club with prayers. We invite the whole Church to pray for our work and for the place in their daily prayers.

We perfectly know that God always hear whatever we request Him. So this is the main reason we have for trust him and believe He will be in all the activities we develop… “Because the one who is in us is greater than the one who is in the world” (1 John 4:4).

Fenix

2008-04-16T00:58:00.000+03:00

and then we take a break...and we drink a coca cola...and this is just the beggining...there is more then 80 youth will come there...hopefully we can open it this week...the rent is very cheap...just 900 pesos per month...so nice to see God working...please pray that God will provide everything what we need...
a big fire for burn all the garbage...it was very hot....

and here some youth helping...nice from them...I did not expect from them...
this is a other room where it will be the english classes...
this is the yard where we are planing to make a place for football,basketball and diverse activities...it will be a hard work to clean it up...
well today I was to make clean at the future "Fenix"club...this is a bigger room where we are planning to out some games like ping pong,table footbal etc...

miracol...

2008-04-13T19:32:00.000+03:00

lately happend many thinks what is not so normal here...we make the project for the Juventud Club...we named "Phoenix"...yesturday we was to the church they had a meeting and after we present the project...they were very surprized and they want to do this...and I want to go and present this to other churches also...what I realized its that this project it will not be just a project for youth but it will unite the churches also...they will work together...and it will unite the youth also...here they have different bands from different areas...and most of the time it is a fight between them...so I talk with them and I say that this club it will be for everybody not just for one band...and they are agree with it...now I can see whyGod wanted me here...and Im very happy that I obey Him when He say to be that I have to stay here...and its a miracol that like I say here its not aloud to preach in public places...but now I dont have to be afraid...they ask me why Im a missionary,a christian and I tell them...my testimony and that I want to help them...to show them what is the difference between the life with God and the life without God...and they want to know more...so now I can go anytime and talk about God...and all this because the moto...and the music on it...that was the key to enter in that area and make friends...and I make new friends almost every day...they just stop me and we start to talk...its not easy...they are using drogs...so If I would go there without God it would be fatality:)but God is with me always and He is who do the work Im just a tool...what He love very mutch...i will put the project up on the blog but I have to translate...today Im going to preach...I have 3 different areas 3 different bands...I will talk about what happening if you obey God and if you dont obey...because many of them ask me If there is God why all the bad things happening...so I will read for them from Deutronomy...there is teh answer for that...
I cant take pictures yet bacuse I risk that they will stol the camera...:)
an I need prayer fo more strainght,love, patience and wisdom and everything what I need to do Gods work...may God bless you all

in pachuca

2008-04-10T02:07:00.000+03:00

and then we drive home...I was with my "fiesta moto"all the way and God has protect me from everything...like police,etc.etc....we were going on the highway so its not so safety with a little moto to go there...but God has protect me...
and we hade a presentation-teaching about missions...we had a great time there...we were in the center visiting santa clara...I think that I will go back if its Gods will for a short time voluntary work there...If God will provide for it...
and we worship also...I beat the drum...well this is more a koffe break,but before and after we were worshiping...
when we finish I was more happy...it was some spanish words...the kids were laughting at me...
we were in a place where it was a lot of small children...I had no ideea whatI have to do...

the outrich

2008-04-02T00:27:00.000+03:00

and than we had two dramas...they were very toucht...some of them say that they fillt that God was talk to them throught me...and then we go home
and we also worship...it was nice...
and we paint the church...everything was blue...
and we had to eat also...the faimous posole...
sleeping in the car with a scorpion what I find in the morning a live!!!it was the white one...they say that is the most dangerous...but God has been protect us...
planting trees it was not easy work....its full with stones the ground..

need prayer

2008-03-27T22:58:00.000+02:00

its so difficult here to talk about God in public...but God give me a very good ideea...we will open a Juventud Club ,Youth club...we have a ping pong table,a lot of games for the beggining...we need a space for it...maeby we have to rent...I dont know yet...and it would be open every day from 6 to 9...I think that is a good place where the youth can go every day and play together,and have fellowship...and to make friends...and we can show them Gods love...we will need prayer that God will provide all the neccesary things to do this because we want to do for Him...and that He will give us strainght to do it

miracol

2008-03-24T17:26:00.000+02:00

well...here is happend some things what is very interesant...in the Easter they have a drama on the street...with all the personal from the bible how happend everything...its catolic and very strict...but I have been theren with christian reggae what it was very loud and it was about salvation and Jesus is live...in spanish...but the miracol is that nobody dont say nothing...they were surprized...maeby it was a first time the drama with music...but it was nice...the other interesant think that I was in one place where later I find out that its the most dangerous from this area what is a dangerous part of mexico city...and I make friends there...their name is the pirates...because they still from the people who pass there...now I dont have to be afraid,they are my friends...and they know that Im christian because I told them...and most of them belive in santa muerte...this kind of people hate christians...but not me...its a miracol...its nice to see God working...

the plan...

2008-03-12T19:53:00.000+02:00

there is so many thinks to do...the plan is to outrich,ministry...but first of all I have to find a church who want to do the same think...its not easy...but I belive that God will prepare the way...what I already realize is that I had been discuss with some people and they want to do the same think but they were waiting for...I dont know what...but what I want to do is that we dont go just 1 hour to evangelisase and than we go home and thats all...no...because is a long process to change for those who got saved...so we will organize diverse activities to keep the touch with them and help them to grow...I start already a english class,and there are already many people who come...and had a 'fiesta' saturday...it was not christian people there but on the end turn out in worship...so we will continuu with this also...I had been talking with a pastor from a church named Nueva Jerusalem and he is agree with everything and he think that its possible...so we will pray for it...the last days I had a hard time because its not easy...so many people discouraging...some of them they are afraid that I will take they place in the church...but I dont care what they say I try to focus on what God want to say to me and what He want...and I want to thank you for your support and for everything...may God bless you

need pray...

2008-03-08T21:48:00.000+02:00

I have a prayer request...there is so many thinks what is make me distant from God...I need mor strenght,peace,lovr,wisdom and joy...thanks and may God bless you all

hard week

2008-03-01T02:01:00.000+02:00

it was a very hard week for me...It was not easy to stay here...I was want to go back to Finnland but I felt that God want me to do something here...so I will be here for a while...to serve God...not in holyday...here its not realy a place for holyday...but I miss you all,but If I want to serve God I have to lay down my right what its not easy...here they dont have outrich at all...on this I work now...and I realy need your support...Im with God but otherwise alone...hope you understund...and please pray for me...may God bless you all

almost impossible...

2008-02-16T18:51:00.000+02:00

its very difficult here to do somethimg because here its not alowed to talk about God...everywhere...but I dont give up,I belive that God its more powerfull that the devil...because is the devil work this...so I have a big fight...and everybody just say that its not alowed and they stop there...I was to the government to get a autorization for go in a very big park where a lot off thinks happening but no one is christian...so I ask for permission for next saturday...I need that you pray that we will get it...we were to old people house we got the licens to go there but they say that we are not aloud to talk about God...so I will have to talk with the director...she have to give me a very good reason why...tomorrow I will talk in the church to incourage people to do something...not just talk the talk but walk the walk...tomorrow we go also to the youth prison...I have the permission to make a program...and Im alowed to talk about God...I by also 100 new testament...its wonderfull to see how God is working...because if it was after me I would quit long time a go...but He is who give me the strainght to do all the work...so I need prayer for more patiente,love,joy,peace....thanks and God bless you

in the prison

2008-02-11T07:36:00.000+02:00

it was a wonderfull day...in the morning we were to the church...we had a bible school for youth,it was about why we belive in God...and than we were to the church...and than we were to the prison...we pray for theme, it was a program of worship,preaching and than we give them some food...and I bless theme 1 by 1...they was around 200...but it was nice to see them smailing even for a moment...next week I got a permission to make a program for theme...I still need prayer...thanks

2008-02-10T00:14:00.000+02:00

we were too feed some homeless people...there is so many people who are homeless...but it was very nice to be there and serve them...they were very thankfull...tomorrow we are going to the prison...I still need prayer for that my relationship with God it would be better and better...more love,peace and joy thanks

the reason

2008-02-08T23:22:00.000+02:00

why I live the school...there is many reasons...in the school in rovaniemi in last 2 weeks I got a little fire...to do something...not just pray but also to do it...and that fire I belive that its from God...but many thinks in the outrich just put water on the fire...at least thats what I feel´t...because there was many thinks that stop me to do what I feel´t that God want me to do...and I got more discouraging...so I pray about and we decided that its better If I live...I dont agree with many thinks in here...and I cant just stay...

miracol

2008-02-07T20:26:00.000+02:00

yap...Im not coming yet...matti was right...I had to go throu many thinks but I dont give up and so I will be here until 27 february...thank to God and all of you who pray for me...I will write later on what happening here may God bless you all

last day in central america

2008-02-04T23:29:00.000+02:00

yap...Im coming home...

arrived in Nicaragua

2008-02-02T04:52:00.000+02:00

after 15 hours of traveling we arrived in Nicaragua safety...we were in 4 countris just in 1 day...Guatemala,Honduras,El Salvador and Nicaragua...so we will be here 2 weeks...and the base from here is very nice, banana tries,kokonuts tries and palm tries everywhere...its very nice...and very warm...+18 in the night...I will put some pictures on facebook...here its does not work because the internet connection is too slow...I will need prayer for joy,love,peace and patiente to do God´s work...thank you and may God bless you

last day in guate,ala

2008-02-01T09:48:00.000+02:00

yap...we are going to Nicaragua after 2 weeks of mission...we were every day 2 times in different places,and even If we were tyred we did it...because we did for God...and its so wonderfull to see how God work...

homeless people

2008-01-29T15:21:00.000+02:00

we were to some school and we hade program for children...for 3 hours 3 different group of children...than we go to a place where they feed homeless people aproximativ 500 pe day,and we serve food there,we pray for theme...it was nice to see them smailing even for a second...even If they have a lot of problems...

children home

2008-01-28T02:49:00.000+02:00

we hade a ministry all day in a children home Casa Shalom...it was very nice we hade some dramas,I was Lazar with one role of toilet paper on me...and we play football,and it was very nice just to be with them,and love them...they call me in guatemala Atitlan...its a name of a lake...funny for theme...

first preaching...

2008-01-27T04:40:00.000+02:00

wow...that was amazing...we were in youth meeting and I hade my first preaching...it was a miracol and a revelation for me...I had a power point presentation and I was planning that I will talk about it maeby 10 min...but I dont know from where I had so mutch thinks to say about...so it was wonderfull...I preach´t 37 min...and it was not all,but I hade to stop...and then almost all the youth come in the front and we pray for them...it was so nice to experience Gods work in it...

house to house

2008-01-26T21:57:00.000+02:00

we were in the city house to house...we pray for the familys,for they houses and everything what they needed...here is one story with one of the family...they go to some very strange church something similar like jehovah witnesses...so they are very confuzed about the thinks what happened there so they stop to go there...but the problem is that the people from there start to visit them at home and try to convince them to go to church...so bad...but we pray for them and they really bolive that there is one God...they dont have even a Bible...and so many people are like this...

garbage dump

2008-01-25T19:32:00.000+02:00

we had a program with children on the garbage dump...there is very mutch pur people...today we have to work at the base....nothing interesant happening....but God is with us...thats good

children weighting

2008-01-24T20:24:00.000+02:00

we were to somewhere in guatemala and we weight a lot off children and give milk powder for them...it was very nice...

2008-01-23T21:52:00.000+02:00

we were in the city and we had some program with street children,homeless people...so sad its not so many people care about them...we were praying for them but I just have the filling that its not on off to just pray...we shut do something also but by my self its not so mutch that I can do...some people go there,spend some time with them,pray for them,once per week,and they go home and forgot about them,and they are still in the streets,and the problem is that they take some drogs also...so even if is some day centre,they not accept nobody there who use drogs...so its very difficult for them...Im very sad about it...

firstday in guatemala

2008-01-23T01:30:00.000+02:00

it was ok...we were in some school and play football...and pray for some children...and than we were to the parlament and we pray there also...people pray a lot but they dont do so mutch that they pray...in this country it will not be so many pictures,if you take picture they stoll your camera...

guatemala

2008-01-22T05:35:00.000+02:00

after 24 hours traveling we arrived in guatemala,where people here say that its very dangerous country...so I will need prayer for protection...my phone is does not work here...so the only way communication its internet which is very slow...

last day in pachuca

2008-01-19T16:03:00.000+02:00

we are here in pachuca until tomorrow...after we will go to mexico city tomorrow morning and we will have some program there and after we are going to guatemala...it was nice here I learn a lot off thinks...when we had a last 2 weeks in dts,we had a 24:7...and than God really has talk to me...In the begginning of the 24:7 a was start to pray for love,peace,wisdom,joy and God really give me all Off this,and everybody was wondering whats happend with me...because I was full with joy,love,I had peace, and I was talk about thinks what normally I had no ideea about it...it was like this the whole week...so God really put in my heart this thinks...I also pray´d that He will say to me what is my calling what I have to do...so He say that my task is that I have to talk to people about His love, but I say that I´m a nobody,I cant talk,I have no money,and that nobody will listen to me...but I got an answer for all of this through some bible verses...He say that Im not a nobody in His eyes,and that He will put the worlds in my mouth,and He will provide for everything what I need,and that its the people choice If they want to listen or not...so it was a surprize for me...a big one...and all this is true...Im a somebody,maeby not in people eyes, every time when I had to talk about Him I never write notes,I did not think what I will say eather, but I have been talking about thinks what I even dont know about,He has provide everything what I need until now...so its wonderfull...so please pray for me that He will give me more off His love,peace,wisdom and joy because If I dont have I can´t give....I will pray that you will have also...without you cant do so mutch thinks...thanks and may God bless you

back again

2008-01-19T06:13:00.000+02:00

back again...we were in some village where is no internet...but it was almost nice...it was nice because we were to some people houses and we pray for them and they where very happy...and so we had a meeting with some teachers also and the we share about finnish study(exept me...I have no ideea about)...and so I hade a lot off experience about life...I just realize that the people who they are christian,they judge more than those who are not...and some people think that if we are in Dts we are perfect,at least thats what they expect...but it was not easy for me that until I realize that if I concentrate on what people think,than i will go down...very down...so I have to concentrate on what God think about me and what He want me to do...but its not easy when you are surrounded by people almost every time...

about the earrings

2008-01-15T16:34:00.000+02:00

I have to take out because the people here judge too mutch and If the earring is disturb Gods work ...so I take out and I will put it back when it will be ok with everybody...they are not accepting anybody in the church...thats sad and in many churches is same...If someone look little different or dirtyo or maeby stink,because they dont have possibility to take a shower etc.etc. they are not accepted...nobody love them exept God...but the people they are afraid to talk about this...they dont want to lose they reputation but in the same time they want to do something good...it does not work all the time...

nice monday

2008-01-15T04:47:00.000+02:00

before I was think that monday is a worst day in the week...and that God is in holyday...because for me it never work out nothing monday...but is not true...we just had a wonderfull monday...we have been in some village and we hade a program there...it was very nice many children come and enjoy...we had 3 dramas some songs,and some speech about the dramas...we had a great time together there...so God is not in holyday monday...

wonderfull Sunday

2008-01-13T22:59:00.000+02:00

here is a very nice day...sunshine...I supose to go to church but the people from here say that is not aloud to go with earring...so I had 2 choices: take out the earring or dont go to church...so I pray´d about and I feel´t that God does´t have anything against it...just the people...so I was think that I could talk something about that we shot accepyt each other how we are because God accept us how we are...but I did not have the opportunity...so I stayed at the base...the people here they are a fraid to talk about God´s love...because thats what you need to accept and love everybody...later I find out that it was somebody with earring...whatever...I need that ypou prayb for me...I´m very confuzed...I dont know why Im here,If I cant talk about God´s love...

2008-01-13T02:17:00.001+02:00

we were in some village and we play football...and I play also...very starnge,because the doctor say that it will be impossible to run because my foot...but after almost 6 months I run again! and I play football..that´s amazing...Im happy to see that for God nothing is imposibble...so we play football with some youth there and we will go again to do something else also...last night we were to the center with hot chocolate and it was very nice...I speak spanish again...I dont knoe from where I know ,but we understund each other...

2008-01-12T01:32:00.001+02:00

its ok...yet...we were to a place to organize some close...I did not like at all...we had to sort them in many parts...anyway it was not so easy to do...but it was a second hand shop from a church and the money from the closes it go to a children home and they feed homeless people with it and etc...this was the only one reason for what I did there...I did´t know that you can help in this way also...but I want to serve God and I will do everything what He want me to do...but I still need prayer, I dont have so mutch pasions...

the piramid´s

2008-01-10T15:40:00.001+02:00

we were yesturday to the piramids were many people were sacrificed for different god´s ...so we pray there...so after then we go in the down town with hot chocolate..."keres chocolate caliente, es gratis?"so funny...last time when we were it was so nice...I had been talking in spanish almost 1 hour with some youth...ps.I dont speak spanish...

2008-01-09T16:07:00.000+02:00

we was to a children home and it was so nice...now I understund why God did not want me to sold my computer...I have make to bible stories in powerpoint,and it was very nice,one it was about the creation and the the other about Lazar...it was very nice the pastor from the church it was very thankfull to God that we were there...I would need prayer for my foot...and more pasion for Jesus...may God bless you all

2008-01-09T00:21:00.001+02:00

wanna be a mexican...

2008-01-08T23:27:00.000+02:00

2008-01-07T15:48:00.001+02:00

we were at the church and we share our testimonies...it was nice...at first I hade no ideea what to say or where to start...but we pray and after everything it was ok,God give me a right words...

arriving in mexico

2008-01-06T16:57:00.000+02:00

It was a most longest day in my life...I start to travel at 6:10 from Finland abd I got in Mexico 17:40...but in total I travel 13 hours...strange...in Mexico is less 8 hours than in Finland...
so I got in mex and it was nice...we hade live at a family(from the picture)we had a meeting with some people and so we share our testimony...and so we visited a museum to find out about they history...they hade many god´s for everything separetly...